Forbidden Love
Josh's POV:
"Bea- I'm sorry I just-"
She walks away. My emotions running off with her.
How could I be rejected by Bea. How could she betray me.
"Hey Josh." Stephanie walks in. "Are you okay?"
"Yeah, I'm good"
"Well," I kiss her neck, leaving tingles of love along her body.
"Josh- what are you doing?" She speaks, now breathless from my tender touch.
"I'm doing something I should've done a long time ago" Our lips touch, hers as soft as pillows, mine eager for passion and lust. Her soft and tender touch-
"Josh." She pulls me away. "Why are doing this?"
"I-I just need to get my mind off things,"
"We can't do this. I'm not doing this with you- not anymore," Her eyes begin to swell, "I need commitment Josh- because I love you."
"I love you." "I love you." "I love you."
My head ringing with these words. The right words, from the wrong person. My heart's burning, the alcohol - the alcohol. My thoughts are-
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Stephanie's POV
"JOSH?" He wasn't responding, "Josh?"
"Someone help," I cry hopelessly "HELP!"
"Steph?"
"Bea?"
Ryan and Bea run in, with Theo and Grace soon walking in.
"What do we do?"
"We-
"We take him home," Bea looks at me, with an uncertain sense of guilt. Her eyes pleading for forgiveness.
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Sunday
-10.45am
Josh's POV
Hangover. If I had to describe how I feel in one word that would be it. My mouth still tastes like the vodka from last night, adding to my nausea.
I open my eyes to see-
"Hey guys," I rub my eyes, wondering if I'm dreaming. Bea is here , here with me.
"Hey babe," Steph leans in closer, "Are you okay?"
"Yeah- yeah, I want to speak to Bea"
The faces of everyone around me suddenly turn confused.
"Bea?" Steph and Ryan say in unison "Why would you want Bea?"
"Please," I look at Bea pleadingly, "I'll be quick"
Everyone leaves the room.
"Bea I'm-"
"Nope, Josh. It's not going to be that easy. Do you know what you did last night? Or were you too drunk to remember?"
"Bea I'm-"
"You're sorry. How convenient, do you know what you did last night? How you made me feel? Josh, I don't think I can be around you anymore."
"You felt a connection, you can't lie to yourself Bea"
"I know, but I'm not lying when I say I don't love you. I'm in love with Ryan-"
Kissing her neck was the way our love began.
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Beas POV
Those sweet kisses upon my neck, ignited a fire that- that I've never felt with anyone before.
Could I be in love with Josh?
If I wasn't then I wouldn't of-
"Bea what are you doing?"
"Something I should've done a long time ago,"
Before we exchanged a word, it seemed as though our souls already knew each other. Everything else was a beautiful dance leading to the breaking out of lovely desires, the kind that would bind our fates together.
--12.05pm
"Bea, have we done the right thing?"
"Yes Josh, yes we have."
No we haven't I'm lying to myself. I've- I've cheated on Ryan.
"What do we do now? Do I tell Ste-"
"We can't tell anyone- not now."
"But-"
"Trust me Josh, we can't. To be honest, I don't even know if this was the right thing."
He leans in closer and kisses me, there was the delicate touch of desire in that kiss, it was the energy of a million loving thoughts.
"How 'bout now?"
I giggle, my laughter making me feel like I'm the only girl in the world.
*Knock
"Shit," He whispers "Bea, where are my trousers?"
"Here," I throw them over, "Where the fuck is my bra?"
"Bea, we are so fucked. What do we say?"
"We were watching a movie."
"Bea-"
"What?"
"We were making one," I throw a pillow at him
"BEA!" Ryan's voice pierces through the door as he walks in.
"Hey babe," He leans closer and kisses me, I can feel the jealous eyes of Josh on the back of me as our lips connect.
"Hey Josh, feeling better?"
"Bro, I am. Last night was a night of many mistakes, sorry if I said anything bad."
"Nah, it's ok." Ryan leans closer to my ear, "Go downstairs, I'll meet you in the car."
I nod my head and leave. My boyfriend sitting in the same bed I fucked my lover in.
Can life get any more fucked?
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Ryan's POV
"So, what's up Ryan?"
"Your dick." He chuckles to himself, oblivious to the impact I'm about to make on him.
"No, but seriously Ryan. What's wrong?"
"Do you like my girlfriend, Josh?"
"As a friend."
"Well I love her, and I would do anything to protect her. You know that right?"
"Yeah, and I also know how much pain you've caused her in the past. It would be really unfortunate if she also caused you that much pain."
"What are you trying to say Josh?"
"Just beware. There are a lot of boys that would go to hell and back just be with someone as amazing as Bea." He stands up,
"Where are you going?"
"I'm doing downstairs. In my own house, Ryan."
We walk downstairs togeth-
"Bea," We say in unison, he looks at me, confused.
"Bea," She turns to me, "Let's go."
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Bea's POV:
"Bye guys," I stare at Josh, he mouths
"Call me later."
Will I? Do I want to be with Josh, or do I just like the idea of having a lover?
Have I forgiven Ryan for the past, or am I just concealing my feelings to get revenge.
I don't know, but I guess we'll have to wait and see...