When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

Anurak's heart was so loud, he became worried that others could hear it beat. Luckily for him, New was busy watching a tutorial video on his phone and wasn't paying attention to him. 


Despite Anurak's effort to hide his blush, King saw it. And how light rushed into his eyes, making the blue ring around his pupils flare. It was very captivating. King was sad to see him turn away. He wanted to see those pupils a little longer. 


He chuckled and opened the Ziplock. He picked a bread chip and bit into it. The taste was just like the previous one except, it now had cheese which made it stretchy. It couldn't be bitten in one snap anymore. 


While eating the chip, King read the note on the ziplock bag. Anurak was telling him this chip would be the last one because he was too busy to cook. King picked up his phone and sent another message. 


I am not jealous