When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

“What do you mean that today is Wednesday? It should be Tuesday.” Anurak exclaimed in shock when he found out that he had been out for more than 24 hours. When he woke up last night, he thought it was morning and because he couldn't remember anything, he thought his aching body was due to sleeping the wrong way. It was now he realized that it was due to sleeping for too long. 


“What in the hell were you thinking?” Sud asked after all the explanations. He was no longer angry, but still, just imagining what could have happened made his voice tighten. 


Sud arrived later than Eshin expected and when he did, he made Anurak narrate his movements three days ago before laying into the young man. 


“Do you have any idea what would have happened to you if New didn't follow you?” He asked. 


“I… I would have gotten robbed.” Anurak replied innocently. 


Where he came from, prostitutes stealing from guys was the height of crimes in places like where he went that day. 


Not Self-aware