When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

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King huffed. He stood up and paced for a little while, gathering his thoughts. 


It was time for him to make his case. So far, things were going smoother than he expected, and it would be silly if he ruined it by being careless with his words. He wasn't one used to scheming outside business deals, but he knew that he must make himself appealing to the boy. So he decided to be straightforward. 


“I was in an accident some years back. I was in a coma for some time, and when I woke up, I developed a condition called Haphephobia. For more than 8 years, I have not been able to get close to anyone until I met you. I can touch you, play with you, and talk to you without feeling anxious or agitated. You make me happy, safe, and relaxed. Since I met you, I sleep better and feel stronger than I have felt in ten years. It's like you are specifically made for me. You are the only one who makes me feel like a human.” 


You are Special