When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

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When King barged into his office, Gab Dæd-Câd was discussing with three of his assistants. 


All of them were shocked to see the always uptight and cold-looking boy crash like that. 


Gab jumped out of his seat and hurried over to the boy, but King shrunk back from his touch. 


With a sad sigh, Gab stepped back and then ordered King to stand up. But the boy just shook his head and kept kneeling. 


Signaling to his staff, he sent them out except for his assistant. 


“Tae, stand up. Whatever it is, you don't have to kneel to say it. Stand up! You are the family head. You should kneel to nobody. Not even your father.” 


“Please, help me find him. I have searched everywhere, but I can't find him. He has left Thailand. I can't find him, Dad.” 


Help me find him