When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

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 In Vietnam, Anurak lounged in a low-key hotel just like New suggested in his letter. The hotel was in a slum and a long way from any major gathering place. 


Too depressed, he was doing just two things. Sleeping by using drugs, and drinking. When he had to eat, he would grab junks by the roadsides close to the hotel. 


On the fifth day, his satellite phone rang for the first time, spooking him. 


This phone was his only contact with the people helping him. It was supposed to ring whenever his travel papers were ready. Anurak didn't expect it to ring this soon. 


When he checked it, he found a message. Just one word. 


Abandoning his drink, he grabbed his backpack and quickly stuffed all the things he had into it. Done, he opened the door and hurriedly made his way to the front exit of the hotel on wobbling legs. 


You will be punished