When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

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Anurak slept for a day and a half. When he woke up, he was no longer in chains, but the new room was bare, having only the bed he was lying on, a chair by the window, and a big TV hanging on the wall. 


Feeling very weak and disoriented, he slowly got up from the bed and wobbled to the bathroom where he unloaded his aching bladder. Thankfully, this time, there was water, so he took a long drink. 


He became lightheaded and his guts revolted. He soon had his head buried in the toilet bowl, retching with rattling bones, until there was nothing to vomit. He then sat down, waiting for the dizziness to pass. 


Just when he thought he could stand on his feet again, the door to the toilet opened and King appeared before him. Anurak's heart trembled and all that strength he managed to gather dissolved. 


“Stand up,” King ordered in a stern voice, his face an ice glacier Anurak couldn't look at. 


I will do anything!