When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

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The moment the door opened, Aunty Cahya’s ecstatic voice reached his ears, startling Anurak. 


Looking up, he saw her inside the house, looking well dressed, plum, fresh, and with a smile so bright, it was blinding. 


“Aunty Cahya, he gasped then grabbed King's forearm. It was instinctive. An action was taken without thought. 


King stopped and turned to him with a questioning gaze. Realizing what he had done, Anurak quickly dropped the arm. 


The moment Anurak dropped his arm, King frowned. He then picked the boy's hand and held on to it. 


As they walked hand in hand into the house, the confused boy stared at their joined hands and sighed. 


"Anurak, you have become lean!" Aunty Cahya exclaimed worriedly, breaking into his morbid thoughts. 


Not knowing how to explain, Anurak could only pretend to be shy. 


Visiting Aunty Cahya