When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

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By the time Aunty Cahya was done with the meal, she found Anurak fast asleep on her couch. 


She decided to let him sleep while she busied herself with the TV. That was all she was doing since she came anyway. She brought out a shawl and covered him with it. 


Anurak slept for a very long time. By the time he woke up, it was already late afternoon. 


Feeling very refreshed and alert, he watched Aunty Cahya in silence. Until he moved his body, she didn't notice that he was awake. 


“Aunty, you should have woken me up." He complained playfully after some greetings. 


“I saw that you were tired, so I decided to let you sleep. You slept for a long time. Do you feel rested now?" She asked worriedly. 


“Yes, Aunty. I feel better than this morning." 


Why me?