When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

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Anurak woke up almost an hour earlier than expected. 


With his waking mind came the memories of what happened earlier. 


He had no idea when pleasure turned to pain, but that was the most excruciating pain he had ever felt in his life. 


It was like each thrust was carving its way up to his heart. His spine felt like it was on the verge of breaking, and his breathing became labored and explosive. His heart was racing so fast, it felt like it would burst out of his lungs at any moment. It was like he was having a panic attack with ten times the effects. 


For the first time, Anurak feared for his life. 


Luckily, just as his vision was about to blur out, King released him and air gushed into his lungs. The first few drags were the most painful breaths he had ever taken. 


I can't do that!