When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

Anurak dragged the hand he just grabbed,— in, meeting it with a jab to the throat. The guy grabbed his neck, feeling choked. His eyes widened in shock and a primitive fear seized him as he caught a glimpse of Anurak's eyes just as he was about to lose consciousness. But Anurak didn't let him fall. With the same momentum, he brought his knee up, and drove it into his abdomen. Pain brought the man back to his senses. Just as he was bending over due to breathlessness, Anurak swiftly took a step back, and delivered a jumping back kick. It caught the guy in the head, and sent him flying into his friends who were still transfixed in shock. 


As the four staggered backward in disorientation, Anurak dashed past them, making his escape. 


Everything happened so fast that by the time Turks and Tom came back to their senses, their friend had fainted, and the boy was gone. 


Holy shit