When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

King placed a black, nondescript satellite phone on the table. “My men and I will be leaving in two days. We can't leave together because the state has flagged your name. The streets here have also been infiltrated. You shouldn't venture out without some disguise. I don't have enough manpower to smuggle you out. There is a coordinate here.” He tapped the phone. “As long as you can get there, you will be fine.” 


He pushed the phone towards the other side of the table. 


Rafael took the phone and turned it around in his hand. It's a common satellite phone on the inside, but if it came from someone like King, it must have good tech inside, right? 


He turned it on and instantly saw a series of codes. He silently read it while King played with his now cold and half empty tea cup. He was swirling a teaspoon around it, but unlike Rafael, he didn't make any noise. 


“I will need other things.” Rafael looked up after reading the code. 


Blavkmoon Alliance