When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

“King Dæd-Câd, son of Gab and Isra.” Rafael grunted the moment he set his eyes on King. There was a flicker of surprise and amusement in his eyes. “So, it was you.” 


After being rescued and sent here, Rafael was locked up like a prisoner. He was not allowed to step out of the house allocated to him. He couldn't even open his bedroom window to allow in some fresh air. Apart from when his doctor came in to check his wounds, or when his maid came in to clean him and his room, he had no contact with anyone. Even the Doc and the maid refused to answer his questions. It was as if they were mute. This made him overthink so much that he ended up cursing at them out of frustration. He had since been dissatisfied with the boss of the people guarding him. 


Having Tea