6

LAURA.

I stare at him, stunned and speechless but he doesn't seem to be as surprised as I am, 

I move away from him with shaky steps as I process all that has just happened within me.

"Laura wait"he calls out to me and reaches forth to my arms.

He pulls me closer to himself and I feel my blood pump at a fast pace, for some reason his voice sounded just like the only thing I ever wanted to hear.

His presence in this room suddenly becomes the gravity that pulls me all together, I look into his orbs green and deep and I can swear he has my soul trapped in them.

"mate?" I call out once again, this time with a shaky voice, the words coming out more like a stutter.

"don't go around calling me that, are you bonkers? I don't want unnecessary attention brought to me" Nathan retorts.

I feel an unsettling disturbance at the pit of my belly and my skin crawls with goosebumps on hearing his words.

He isn't denying that he is my mate, although he is being unnecessarily. Secretive about it 

"you… But we…. How can I ….?" I ask, breaking into sisters at each end of the word.

It is obvious I had in no way expected it, although he is my alpha son and he had been the hottest in the pack but his arrogance and spooky personality are a no for me.

A few hours ago I was down scrubbing his toilet seats, raising curses at him deep within myself, but now I can't even fathom anyone hurting him, not even myself.

"no, this is not possible," I muttered to myself, but loud enough that he could hear it.

"I know, I thought the same too but here we are" he answers, his face void of emotion that it makes some so sick.

"How long have you known?" I ask, taking slow steps away from him but he pulls me closer to him.

I had not expected that action from him and I ended up falling into his chest, closing in all possible space between us.

He doesn't nudge and neither do I. All my life I had worked as his maid but never for once had I shared so close of a space between us.

"I only found out a couple of minutes ago" he answers, pushing me aside and dusting off his clothes like I was some sort of dirt.

Once again I'm hit with pain as I watch him do it but then again he has done it subconsciously.

"I'm sorry about what you saw up there earlier and it is not what you think it is, she's a friend, she crashing over so please don't go about telling false tales and rumors as all maids do" he retorts with such disgust evident in his voice,

I move away from it. him as it feels like his words had shaken me like a spear, I can't believe he sees me as nothing but a gossip and a maid, as much as I would love to ask him I can see the answer written all over his face pretty well already,

"I won't say a thing," I say to him as I lower my gaze away from him.

"Laura…" he stops, takes a brief cause, sighs and then moves away from me.

"I don't want this as much as you don't and I promise not to go around making a fuss or anything about it" he answers to me,

I don't know at this point if he had come down into my room to explain why he was with Tara,

"I get it so will you please leave now?!" I ask, mixed with a yell.

I can't believe I had just raised my voice at him, I.mean it does not make a difference that we are mates now.

He gives me one last longing glance that confuses me even. more, at first he waltz in, and insults me after making me seem like. I would never be enough for him and here he is glaring at me.

He walks out. the door leaving.me.rooted to the same. spot, I've never felt so irked out and attracted to. someone my entire life. 

I squeeze my fist into it I'm m. a ball, drowning every form of anger In me at the moment am I really going to just let this go by, I loathe him a lot and at the same time it really silly is doing a number on me by merely thinking he is going to spend the night with tara, but then what are the possible words that could happen?.

I mean let's go with the logic that she needed a place to crash in the middle of the night, let's go with the idea that she ran out of friends to spend time with and ended up with Nathan of all people and all they ll do is get wrapped up beneath duvet, get a little smooch touch and…

"fuck!, I can't deal with this", I tell out of pepent-frustration, as much as I Think I'm going crazy and I'm about out him at the moment I still know I can't deal with the moment,

I can't just let him stay witTarara, he is mine and mine alone!

I storm out of the room in anger, I feel the rage of my wolf and mine combined together, I've never felt anger like this as in ever and it does me no good to act without thinking but jokes on them, I had lost all sanity I had in me the very minute I saw he and little miss whore playing damsel playing damsel in distress, 

I walk stealthily into the kitchen, I pull out a little knife, I thread my fingers across the blade, I can literally feel the dangerous glint in my eyes right now. at this moment but never had I been.so.excited.to.cause trouble.

I creep. out of the main quarters towards the main door, with one push I plunge the knife into my sides as I fall too. The ground, I let out a loud crazy screech of pain one loud.enough.to.wake every single one in the pack house.

I toss the knife away from myself towards the other end of the door.

I hear light switches getting turned on in the house, the lights get flickered on, it's simple, if I can't have him, if I can't share a room with him, then no one else will share a room with him, I mean why should anyone else get a chance to sleep at all if I can't have what I want,