Confuse thoughts

After after searching for so long I found my class from the ground floor. I chose fourth row seat. . My classroom don't have much decoration it's plain and simple just like my apartment . After keeping all my backpack I took out my unfinished novel and started reading them .On and on I read them until I reach to that part where Tyler was about to kiss his little boyfriend John he was still staring at his eyes

Which was silver in colour it says , funny I thought because it's somewhat relatable to me it made me remember those silver coloured eyes I've seen in the morning. Yeah this scene reminded me of him of that man, narcissistic man. But what a look he has, and his aura but unfortunately I hate him . Do I hate him? Who knows only God knows but suddenly teacher came in interrupted my thoughts with his loud voice . Since teacher came I tried to focus on him . His name was Stewart or something I didn't hear him correctly but I guess he was talking about history of architecture or something I couldn't catch . Whatever I've closed my novel and put them back. I started noting important points and questions. Suddenly a girl beside me started talking to me maybe she got bored as well I thought. She asked me my name and I told her I'm Jack. Her name is Lucy and that's what she told me, we talked through our whole period basically whispering to each other. That way I got her as my new friend and deskmate and bestfriend from this University. During lunch break Lucy asked me wanna grab lunch with me ? And probably I said yes. That way we went for our lunch break. During our lunch break we met two guys named Joy and Sebastian they got along well with us since we got common topics to talk to. This way whole day went by where my today's class got ended.

After finishing classes I came back through same route through which I came this morning . But this route reminds me of scene in the morning where I ended up bumping into that narcissistic man but wait a minute why am I remembering him ? I think he's so full of himself but it was my fault only I was careless. Even if he has a look to die for he's narcissistic. What a waste of his looks I walked all the way to my apartment since it is not far from my university.

On the other side Logan who is also known as Logan Fox Walter ,28 year old, heir to the most influential, richest , aristocratic company was still sitting in the office . He is a six feet tall with rippling muscles all over his body,has a godlike figure which is to die for. He has a handsome chiseled face ,thin lips, silver coloured eyes, sharp nose,in fact he has all the features a man should have about their looks even his mind is sharp just like his nose . But he's cold hearted, introverted rarely talks as a whole his own presence makes people feel unapproachable,it makes people afraid of him. He's really intelligent with his IQ of about 150 and is excellent in managing the company . He's working alongside his father and because of their ability they could bring Walter company to it's current position it was before but now with father son working together their company has become untouchable.

Logan's mind was in a mess since morning till now. He has finished all his work but still he was feeling restless , his mind was occupied with that boy earlier. Usually he would be doing so many paperwork at this hour even if he finishes his own work since he's a workaholic. He waste no time on unnecessary things he would only work but this time he is doing nothing but still feeling restless because his mind is occupied with that boy from the morning. He has many suitors since he's a bechelor , handsome with high status many suitors comes to him , many girls throw at him but most of them are afraid of his cold behaviour and doesn't do that much. There's only three person who could withstand his cold behaviour they are Ashley , Ashish and Brian . They all grew up together and they're like sworn brothers who are also from aristocratic family .

And now he has become interested in one person that little boy whose name age whereabouts he doesn't know. But not sure of himself about him and his feelings.

Logan's POV

My mind has been messy since morning , my mind is full of him only. It's not that I can't focus on my work and stuffs but my thoughts will go back to him whenever I finish my work even if I get busy with myself. I've been trying to Shake off my mind , been trying to forget him. But the harder I try, the more he will come to my mind . It was like he's mine to begin with I felt that way this morning umm those cherry lips, those ocean blue eyes looking at me, those face he looks more like an angel man I'm so confused. I felt like he carries a deep feeling inside those eyes ,or world maybe I don't know but it was mesmerizing and I felt like I could drown in them forever. But the most funny thing is that he was also oggling at me ohh how I like that look . It was funny but I like it anyway.

After office hours I came home, washed myself, refreshed and are dinner. I was tired probably and went to sleep. But upon reaching the bed I couldn't do so I couldn't shut my eyes off I couldn't sleep I'm still turning and tossing in my bed. So I came to study room took out paper and a pen and started sketching him that boy.

Since childhood I used to attract attention from everyone till now but I can say that he is the first one to get my attention . If he is seeking attention from me then he succeeded in doing so because I can't forget him even if I want to.

I don't know what future holds for me but I know deep down I'm still looking forward to meet him tomorrow morning . I think I can guess it already that I already have feelings for this boy or maybe I'll forget him tomorrow if I can do that tomorrow then there's no need of that . Or maybe I'm just confused

But man am I starting to like boys now?.

As I think of him I look at the phone to see the time ,it turns out that it's already 12am . I cleared my table and get to bed and after staying for a while staring at the ceiling I drifted off to sleep.