chapter 3

Today's class was super boring.The geometry class that teacher taught us was boring I couldn't grasp it all because I slept whole period of time. I think I have to get a few notes from Rony I guess he wrote it down maybe hah what a boring day.

I'm studying architecture but guess what I'm super duper lazy ,hah if it's not for Rony my best friend I wouldn't be able to grasp all of my courses because if he saw me that I'm sleeping during whole period of class then he would update all of the things that teacher taught us. I'm so lucky to get a friend like him.

Before coming here I didn't have many friends but as Time goes by many people began approaching me saying I was cute or some will just mock me off saying I have a body like a girls. But Lucy, Sebastian, joy and Rony they were all good to me I mean really good we started hanging out together since we got along so well. Suddenly Rony gave a signal as if it's time for lunch. As we five of us went to canteen to eat our lunch there were so many couples talking about valentines day on how to celebrate them as for us we didn't have any girlfriends or boyfriends we got no words on that topic but we plan on celebrating together five of us .

But I've got a date for that day ,suddenly Lucy interrupted us . But we just gape at her words date as if she's making up words and just laugh along anyways we congratulate her in the end.

Let's go to Holand's bar ' both Joy and Sebastian said in unison. What for ! To bent our sorrows Lucy replied. I just laughed at that . If that's the case then let's go to Holand's bar I replied.

Since that morning I haven't seen that man till now . It's like he had completely disappeared from this world . I haven't seen him from that day on and I have to admit though it's shameful I kinda miss him ,like I want to see him again . Since I can't see him anymore I'm going to pour out all my sorrows on this bar . Maybe I will find some of my happiness there maybe not who cares ugh .. I don't know why I'm missing him already .Well it's been few weeks already I should have forgotten them right . But no . I still remember him till now like it was yesterday . Was it love at first sight? Am I falling for a stranger ? What? Not again uggghh !

I came back from college early to get ready since we are to go to Holand's bar today evening . I reached home drop my bagpack and went to washroom . After finishing I started dressing up for today's evening . I have to look cool even if it's for a bar also right . I tried to match up beige coloured pants with white tee and brown sweater on top with with white sneakers . I tried applying little bit of coloured lip balm for my lips and go with a little bit of messy hair . I took out one of my black small slingbag for today's evening since it kinda fit with my outfit I guess. After completing all the dressing I started going out.

Oho I just remembered that I had forgotten to eat again . Now that I have come a long way from home suddenly I remember not eating at home and now my stomach started growling . I went to nearby cafe to eat some noodles to fill my stomach. I don't want to take alcohol on my empty stomach.

Jack come here let's wait for others . I heard that they're on their way . Let's wait for others .' Joy beckoned me to wait for others with him so that we can enter together inside . We wait for others for quite a while in front of the bar . Then they came , my friends Lucy, Sebastian, John all them .

I think this would be my first time coming to adult's bar . And also I have not been to any bar before this and I have only seen them in photos , movies and dramas . We found our seats and started ordering our drinks . I ordered a whiskey because I wanted to try them since when that I also don't know . I know I'm not a heavy drinker but I drank all the bottle at once.

" Oh my gosh are you trying to get drunk Jack are you okay " Lucy interrupt me in the middle . I was getting drunk already I guess so maybe . Maybe this is what getting drunk feels like . Iwant to forget all my worries for a while, just for a while. I went to the middle and dance with the crowds.

Lucy started talking something maybe she was worried about me since I am drunk .

But I came here today to get drunk man ,to get drunk see. To forget that narcissistic man . As I look through the crowds to whole room , I realized that this bar is not just a normal bar . It's a nightclub and it has many grounds . And we are on the downwar ground where normal people like us enjoys. And there are upper grounds and uppermost grounds where VIPs and VVIPs stays and do their own things . From where I have seen I guess there are many compartments and lacks people fews are there but not many of them . As I gaze through them I saw a group of people on the uppermost ground who are looking downwards. They were talking about something maye . All of them were handsome ,and hots like Greek gods . But one of them stands out amongst them he looks different and is the tallest among them. He looks cold as if his gaze alone would be able to cut through me . He's the most outstanding person I have ever seen I would say after that man . He wore all black from head to toe I can see . As I gaze through him for a while suddenly he looked at me which looks like cold . His gaze seeps through me making me chilled that runs down my spine . Suddenly I feel butterflies in my stomach . But wait doesn't he looks like that narcissistic man aren't they not familiar? I looked sideways to avoid eye contact since he looks too dangerous but still I can feel him staring at me . I got goosebumps thinking about him again remembering that day clearly a chill running down my spine. Trying to play it cool I shrugged and feigned indifference though my mind raise with many questions before I could decide my next move ,a sudden commotion near the bar distracted everyone including me.

In that split second he disappeared from my view leaving me to wonder if I had immagined the entire exchange. But those gazes lingered leaving me unsettled for the rest of the night. Becoming bored I sat on the stool nearby just to take one more drink.