Chapter 4: It’s a dream or real?

After she got the dream, she still tries to remember it. In the end, she still gets the same result. "Suzu." She looked at the person who's called out her name, and she waved her hand to that person. "Good morning, Sara." They walked together to get inside the school. "Good morning. What happened to you? It's still morning, but you already got plenty thing on your mind." Sara asked her because she saw Suzu with a serious face with crinkled eyebrows. "Oh that, actually this morning I got a dream, and it's about me and Rei." She told Sara about she doesn't clearly remember about the dream. Sara understood about what Suzu said. Sara asked Suzu about the dream, "Why do you need to think about the dream, maybe the dream it's not real?" It's given Suzu a second thoughts, "Yeah, you're right. Why do I need to think about it when I don't know it is really happened in the past or just a dream? How silly, I am." 

When she's getting closer with Rei in class, Rei just ignored her. Suzuna don't want to give up, she really wants to talk with Rei, no matter what. The reason she so determined about talk with Rei, she wants to know what exactly happened in the past. The reason, Rei changed dramatically. 

When it comes to lunch break, Suzuna want to try again talk with Rei, but she's not at her seat. Suzu asked their classmates if they know where's Rei went. One of their classmates said that she went to the infirmary, 'Infirmary? Why did she go there? Is she sick? Maybe I can go check if she okay or not, right?'

When she on her way to go infirmary, she just happened to saw Rei. When she wants to approach Rei, Rei looks not in good condition, and she saw Rei taking a medicine. She wants to check if Rei okay or not, but she doesn't have a confident to do that. So, she just stands still behind the wall. When she has a little confident in herself, she bumped to someone, she got surprised when she looks at that person, it's Rei, but her face doesn't look well. She wants to ask, but her voice doesn't come out. Rei looked at her, and she just walked away without say anything to Suzuna.

When Rei just walked away and leave her behind, her eyes start to watery when she saw that face, it's too much pain to handle. She doesn't know what Rei been through for 4 years and because of that she cried. She doesn't know why she cried, it is because of the sympathy or otherwise. One thing that she knows is her heart is in pain when she saw that pale face.

When she tries to calm down, she suddenly remembers about the dream. "It's not just a dream, but it's really happened in the past. It's same like the dream except the part Rei suddenly disappear from sight, it's true that she disappears from my sight because she went to America with her mother. After she solves the puzzled that she has been in struggle since the morning, she went to the toilet to wash her face.

 "Why you need to get yourself closer to me? What do you want? I just keep ignoring you, yet you don't know how to give up, don't you?" Rei thinks about it too much and make herself in bad condition. When start the lunch break, she hurries went to the infirmary but on her way, she can't breathe well so she needs to stop walking and take a medicine for a moment. After she wants to go to infirmary, she got someone bumped to her. She wants to apologize to that person, but when she looked at that person, it's Suzuna. Rei really don't want to see Suzu, not in that condition. She just walked away, 'Forgive me, Suzu.'

Suzu go back to the class, when she looked at the Rei seat, she doesn't see Rei. 'She still at the infirmary?' Suzu still wondered if Rei okay or not. She hoped that Rei is fine. 'Why you suddenly change back then? It is because of your sickness? I don't understand, why you're being like this.'