10. Just Your Average Poem

I woke up to ground,

Didn't know what I found.

My memories were hazy,

I forgot how I sound...

In..my..dream, I was crazy...!

I want...to...do...it, but everything's hazy.....!

Oh! Oh! My memories.

I. so...don't want to study!!

I am babbling shits to be.

Cause I don't wanna study...!!!

This is something I am writing,

Just cause I am too lazy.

Oh!....oh, my memories!

I so....don't want to study!!

I know I must get back to studying,

But, That's like a mountain to me.

I know I shouldn't slack off!!

But, Slacking off is a heavenly sight to be.

I don't even know what I'm writing anymore,

I sure would like a company...

Oh! Oh! My memories.

I so...don't want to study....!

I rather sleep it off right now.

But, My Morality is killing me.

God, I wish you had made me a Solar System....

I then, would only have to revolve things around me....!

And, revolve around some entity wannabes.

I so...don't want to study...!

I don't want to study!!

I am a good kid, right?

Tell me the kid from my past!

Am I a good kid?

The Future me? Tell me that.

Is it still needed? I mean, being a good kid?

You tell me. The present me...at last.

I don't hear shit from the past and future selves....

But, the present me sure is talking well...

Even though, around ninety nine percent is nonsense!

His words are like Soo...attractive...!

It's like both heaven and hell.

I know it's bad to me in the future...

But, who care..It's so seducive in nature...!

He's telling me, "Don't Do It".

Don't study, If your will is weak.

Study when you want to...,

Not when you can.

Study for yourself only,

Not to show others that,

You can be a Superman...!

To round it off, What he's saying,

It's just that, "You can slack off, you stupid!"

"Nobody cares anyway...!"

"I rather have you or me study when I like...!"

"Than to show off any stupid effort you wanna pull over yourself..."

I'm sobered now. After writing this shit.

I'm bothered now. After taking my own hits.

I'm tortured now. After being confused for a long time...

I'm focused now. And am going to study for a bit.

See yaa...