17. Who Cares..Lol!

This is the story of how I, who was just another random guy, became Sokomon.

I would like to share some of my experience with you guys.

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Let's start with my motive.

I don't have a definite plan to pursue right now. I had one. But, I abandoned it.

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My Life goal is to learn most of the things. Right now, I'm all bark and no bite. My goal is to be able to bite like every animal I have seen.

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Well, I plan to become like that.

Ever heard of the quote, "Jack of all Trades, Master of None."

I like it. As, I also can't seem to be able to concentrate my 100 percent to a single goal.

I plan on becoming, "Jack of all Trades, Master of Some."

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I plan to learn everything I can, And Master some of them, to you know, Make a living.

I don't have expectations right now.

As I know It is far from being realistic.

But, Who cares. Life is Life. I can experiment many things here.

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I'm twenty one right now.

I plan on starting my journey right now.

For that, I have to clear my graduation, which is on two weeks from today. And, I haven't studied a single essay yet.

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Yes Indeed, I seem over-confident. What can I do?

I plan on studying this and that and for this much time and stuff?

But, I can't seem to focus on it.

That' s the main reason of the birth of this book as well.

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I like to write. Let's say, It's my hobby.

So, I am writing right now to unload my empty mind from useless thoughts and to refresh it.

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I don't know what else can I do right now? Should I do some meditation?

I have to clear this stage before going on and on about starting a new life and dedication and stuff.

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It seems hard to just focus.

How can those Toppers focus on this stuff. Why can't I just be less lazy? Why can't I have the same desire for hardwork?

It sucks.

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Writing it down sure is a nice way to empty your mind.

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But yeah, Who cares.

Let me make a poem here....

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"The World is a big Place.

Our lives are bigger though.

One likes to live his life for eternity,

Other wants to die and be nothing.

One wants love from other kinds,

One want to leave everything behind.

The day is uselessly big, for a mere 24 hours,

But, those long hours pass by in a flash.

I don't wanna live anymore, and stuff.

Give me a Pass.

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Who cares if you live or die,

Who cares if you become rich or barely survive,

Nobody Cares. Nobody does.

So, Isn't it fine to not choose the worst.

I mean, It's true nobody gives a fuck about you.

It's true, that you can die for all I care as well.

But, I don't care if you live too,

I won't care if you go to heaven or end up in hell's loop.

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So, Why do we always assume the black stuff?

Why do we choose to let them fuck us up.

It's fine either way, right?

So, Why don't I leave shits behind?

Why don't I just live for myself and the rare loved ones?

Why don't I just become rich and come?

Why don't I just become fit and be done?

Why don't I just give up the giving up one?

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I mean, I'm sad. I know it.

I mean, I'm bad. I know it too.

I mean, I've trust issues. I feel it.

So, Why can't I just reveal it.

I mean, Who cares about you, right?

That's what you think, right?

So, Who'll care if you do this, right?

Just reveal it.

What? I meant, Peel It.

I have stopped expecting returns.

I have stopped making demands.

I have stopped expecting others to do what I want?

I have stopped to give in to taunts?

I mean, I still prefer to be on a good side.

It's better to ride fewer tides.

Society is a bitch, and you know it.

But, She's the only one alive....

So, Live your life like in a good way.

Make a choice to be clear as a sunny day.

You have two choices here,

And nobody will care of what you do.

You can choose to think of death, loneliness, and insecurities.

Or, Can just forget that you ever had them.

You can choose to build your abilities.

You can choose to master skills.

You can choose to learn gentle and the noble's way to Kills.

You know, With smooth words and sharp mind,

You can kill the bastards and bitches of every kind.

You can kick their asses all you want,

And, Nobody will care.

You can become a self sufficient skilled and liked individual,

And nobody will care.

You can become a useless deliquentish prick as well,

And nobody will care.

Ofcourse, Every Action has an Equal and Opposite reaction.

So, Don't expect not having any reactions.

Be good, and they'll fly all over you, to kiss your ass.

Be bad, and they'll fly all over you, to kick your ass.

The Kicking and Kissing are a part of life,

And Nobody will care.

I think this nobody certainly is a great guy,

He cares for whatever happens in every single fuckers life.

And, there's that thing,

Where Nobody cares of what we do.

It sucks.

But, you know what?

NOBODY CARES. lol"

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This was a great way to timepass.

So, Yeah! I like it.

But, Who cares....

See Yaa....