Does the past matters

It was still fresh in my memory,that betrayer slit my father's throat, trying to take over the kingdom. His wretched son had a satisfying grin on his face...and I was beyond shocked

Asher was my father's right hand man,his advisor,his confidant and everything! My father listens to him most of the time,and he was the main reason why I went on a sojourner mission, traveling across the land and gaining wise leadership skills and tactics... loving the people and all those things...

But what they didn't prepare for was my unruliness... after Violet left me for Zuma, I intend to show her how powerful I am,in wealth and everything more than her beloved... but that didn't entice her at all

It was her old man death that made me came back, running to all the powerful force I can get to avenge him,it was there I was my father's death.

"Cedric.....!" He was shocked... I knew it... but I was scared..shivers running through my spine...not because I fear death but because of their cruelty! If my father didn't have me has his only son and child,he would have glady given the throne to them and yet...they killed him!

In the most brutal and painful way there is.... seeing the eyes of those that betrayed you in last moment is an undescribable pain taken to the afterlife and hunts the soul forever.

And Alexander is the fourth son of that bastard.... I only allowed him to live because he was still young back then! A little boy who likes to run after me! I couldn't bring myself to kill him....and now!

He's ready to fly against me...!

I've really raised a wild bird under me... but then again I can cut it off as I deem fit.

I'm going to repay him in a way so fitting for a traitor like him!

"Find him... don't raise any suspicion...go get him off guard and if you fail..march to the execution ground!"

That should strike a message... I have to catch him before he gets a wind of things!

I have no choice but to sit back and watch!

I've failed him over and over again....and this time my hands are really tied! It's all my fault... I can't believe he's going to die because of him...

I have to try my best to warn him!

Getting to this place...the door was open,fear gripped me.. maybe he has been caught!

I opened the door slightly, and I was amazed by what I saw... he's cooking... humming a song with his voice so sweet and tender. Wearing an apron makes him look like a gentleman..a husband in a simple house. I don't know how and when I started to see him in a different light...when I started to fall im love with him and giving in to all his desires is something I can't explain

I found myself craving his touch... everything reminds me of him and that was why I stayed with him when father sent me to another land. Alexander is a perfect man...and...

" How long have been standing there?" I snapped...he finally noticed me

"I just came in!" Pulling myself in, I sat next to him.. I could tell his gaze on me was hot...

"What's wrong...? Is Sasha still ready to talk?" His grin really draws me in

"We were rash,she didn't die! Father found out about it and mother already knows about us too. Guards are everywhere looking for you because that bitch mentioned your name!" I spilled it all out in one piece

" I should have thought it through before doing anything! It seems my time is finally up! Let's eat!"

He can still think about food in this situation... I love how cheerful he is

"But Alex...we can't just stay and do nothing till you get caught. Just run away with me to somewhere far!" I can bear t see him dead because father won't spare him at all

" I'm done running... bedsides I don't regret helping you take care of the princess and Sasha... that's what love me Nery!"

Love...he finally said it....!

Too much emotions drew all over myself...i didn't know when our lips collide but I like it just the way it is.