Can't have what I want

It took forever hours to get enough of each other, it's like she's going to run if I don't pull her closer...more closer till we fit perfectly!

I love Cannery... but I don't deserve her....she doesn't have to be caged with me forever...like her name is..she has to be free to live life and do whatever she wants.

She's fast asleep... looking so beautiful while at it. I can't imagine how angry and restraint I feel. My current status can't make me have her with or without the current issues at hand. Uncle Cedric would never allow it..he was kind enough to let me live and now I've unknowingly step on his tail

This is the end of the line for me.

It was yesterday I finally figured out how precious the princess is to him... and hurting her was his bottom line.

My capture is inevitable but I'm indeed honoured to have spent my last moment gazing at a beautiful fair lady like her. Her skin so fresh and smooth...it drives me back but seeing her tired pinches my heart.

"I can see you're staring!" Her smiles is indeed all I need to calm my mind and to remind myself that it was worth it and I would do it over and over again!

" Can't I not?" I knew she loves it when I looked like I haven't had enough,when I whine and lick her skin...

"It's all yours Alex!" She pulls me in for a hug...and that not what I'm going to take...from hugs to something more different, something connecting...skin to skin..voice to voice and one deep feeling of love and fullness.

Cannery is indeed my woman...and I must use my last days to protect her.

"Is everything ready?"

"Yes... we've trailed the guards over here...the carriage is ready!" Good enough....the light incense is making her fall into deep sleep

I was a runner...and this time won't be any different

I'll face all challenges head one.....

"Why are you doing this again?" Jeff...a good friend of mine won't stop hissing at my plan

"I want to protect her!" He doesn't understand... and I don't have the strength to make him

" Protect her!! For a smart man you're really dense! You're going to give your life away because of someone you can't be with. King Cedric won't spare you... with what I found the girl was captured by bandits and I'm sure she's already been sold and living hell. All that would make him kill you.... don't you understand that? "

I knew that there's no chance to come back... but I'm going to take the risk

" I know... I'll have my way around it! Don't worry just trust me. I won't die... just prison time... maybe forever! Besides I've been entrapped anyways... being in the prison isn't any different!"

"You're beyond saving!"

Dismissing them all to leave as plan... after gazing one last time at her, I went to the kitchen to cook. Cooking brightens up my mind and at least I can feel at ease

"Don't think about picking up a spoon!"

They're finally here...what took them so long

"Okay!" I wasn't going to fight like they think I would...

It's time!