This Place Sucks
"AAAAAHHHHHH."
I get up from an uncomfortable bed with a yell. I look around and I'm in a new location.
"Where the hell did I get dra-"
"Oi, Shut it fresh fish!"
I look to the bed across the dark gray room I find myself in. I see the burly man who yelled at me on a bed. His back us turned to me and his voice suits a pirate.
"Scream again and I'll turn ya to a dead fish."
He then lays on his back and goes quiet.
I also quiet down and observe my surroundings. I am in a prison like cell. Its more specious that the cells seen in movies. I'd say about 10ft by 12ft. In meters its roughly 3 by 3.5. In otherwords this is a nice and large cell.
I continue exploring with my eyes and I ralise that prison can never be nice. The room smells bad, the floor is a smooth stone surface but there are drips of blood on it. I'll at least try positive and see what this tutorials's about or at least look around.
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6 mins later
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This sucks.
I've spent the last 6 minutes and while I have learned that my clothes have changed and that the cell I'm in is bared and that I can see that I'm in a cell block but I haven't left my bed. I have a really bad vibe about this place. Well two bad vibes. I tired to move from my bed but I just don't feel like it. I honestly feel...
pretty damn down. Honestly its just like school all over again, just being unjustifiably tired.
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7 mins later
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Alright something is really wrong. I have two bad feelings and one of them aren't mine. I realized that the emptyness isn't mine. I've been looking around for an obsessive degree but I havn't found any clues.
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8 mins later
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I can see it now. On the ceiling of the block I see a circle through the ceiling of my walls. Its defined and looks as if it were made of glass. I see it through ceiling of my room and yet I still feel feel its perjected emptyness. Knowing ones problem does not fix it automatically.
The second feeling is my instincts which has been a blaring alarm for a while now. Its warning me about the circle over and over and over. Its annoying and filling me with anxiety but without it I wouldn't have aknowledged or be resisting the circle.
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11 mins later
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Its getting worse. I'm getting tired from constantly obsrving the circle. I'm stuck laying down and can't move beyond that position. My heart feels heavy, but even with that limitation my sight has gotten better. I can tell that the circle is a cumilation of whatever the Curse associated energy is called. I'll just call it supernatural energy, or SN energy for short.
I have also made an additional discovery. I can also see auras. The man across the room has one and when I look out the cell to the ones across from mine I can see theirs as well to a small degree. I struggle to see auras through walls though. It took some strain to see the aura of the room to my right and it was merely a flicker. I percive these energies with a sixth sense and then my other eyes gives me visuals of the energies. I might try hearing them as well.
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3 mins
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I have discovered that I cannot hear it. Well I hear something but I've decided that demonic whispers that are singing a ballad for their home and freedom is me just under the enfluence of the circle. Also the circles effects are getting worse due to the song making me emotionally feel worse. I'm giving up at listening to anything related with SN energy for now.
I have also decided to get up from the bed. I thought I would wait out this world
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9 mins later
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"We are better than this! We have to get up."
I talk aloud to hype myself. I've felt emptyness before and got over it then so I should be able to do it now, but like always I'm powerless to the obsticles that stack up before me.
"I said shut it!"
The man across the room woke up just to shout at me again. Honestly I'm not afraid of him at all, I know he can't move off his bed. He is plauged with emptyness no matter how much anger and annoyance fills his heart.
"Don't shout at me. I'm hyping myself to get up."
I can move myself up a bit more and move the more I hype myself. I know that sitting in self pity won't help with my problems. I have to take the first steps to improvement.
"Shut it else I'll skin ya and use your skin as a blanket."
He hasn't even turned around to yell at me. He keeps staring at the wall. Its exhausting to move under the effects of the circle and I feel its effects getting worse.
"You'll never see the outside." and "Their is no safe place." are not things I relate to. I know I lack freedom to live how I want and I know that I lack an emotional home to rest. But so the hell what!?
"Who the hell do you think I am!"
"I know that with every problem I have is just an obstacle to surpass!"
"I know that life is a short unpredictable monster that tries to crush me with every chance it gets, but with every trap, broken enemy, boss battle, and horrid storyline I'll survive and grow!"
"Because I crush all gauntlets that are before me as I race to my conclusion!"
I push myself off the bed after reminding myself all of the troubles I've faced just to enjoy a god damn game. The amount of troubles I've faced just to enjoy life. The amount of troubles to not lose what I've gained. This is just another game trying to beat me into not having fun but I'll grab, strangle, and enjoy this new world even if it doesn't want me to.
I put my feet on the ground and push myself up wards as I stand up in a drity cell barefooted. I did it. I'm up. I got past an emptyness a second time in my life and that achivement feels great. I enjoy my glory in silence till its ruined.
"Shut the hell up you stupid bastard."
A voice from the cell above me shouts.
"No body cares about you're stupid self improvement ya monkey."
A voice from the cell to my right this time.
"Don't be harsh on the kid, you cowards who gave up on escaping shouldn't talk."
Another voice from the cell above me but different from the one that insulted me before. Suddenly more and more voices begin yelling and yelling either insulting me or congradulating me on my will power. Then the voices started argueing with each other about their opinion of me but just started arguing about anything in general.
Maybe this place isn't so bad.