My lonely life

🌹🌹🌹🌹CHAPTER ONE🌹🌹🌹🌹

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Katie is the name

I have had troubles making friends for as long as I can remember.

Everytime I would talk to someone,I would start having a panic attack. At school,I would never say a word to anyone and prayed they would leave me alone but that didn't go too well.

[SCHOOLMATE 1]-How come Katie doesn't talk?

[SCHOOLMATE 2]-Is she dumb?

Luckily, I had my books to keep me company even tho I didn't have anyone to play with.I had an insanely high IQ and I could read up to fifty(50) Novels in a day.

One time I was in our living room but didn't know my parents had invited their friends over.I started reciting poetry for ten (10) minutes straight and when I was done I saw the guests were standing behind me and they went crazy.

[GUEST 1]-Child is a genius.

[GUEST 2]-Her parents must be so proud.

I was super startled and decided to lock myself in the closet until those awful guests were gone,my parents thought my reaction was a little extreme though because of it, they took me to a therapist but i didn't get any official diagnosis the doctor just said I was a shy kid and it probably had to do with me being gifted,my brain simple worked differently.

One day when I was Fifteen (15),a family moved in next door as soon as they came with their moving van the cutest guy I would ever see came out,he was around my age and had the build of a Greek god that I started hyperventilating and that's when he saw me and smiled

[CUTE GUY]-Uh,hey there is everything okay?

and I replied with a cracky voice

-of course everything is okay,why wouldn't it be okay?

Do you need help with your bags?

Are they too heavy?

Not that I don't think you are strong enough to carry them

-Dear God shut up Katie.

[CUTE GUY]- Okay,how about you take a deep breath and show me around the neighborhood after I help my parents

-Did he just ask me out ?....

An hour later,the boy and I went out on a walk I found that his name was Smith and he was really sweet which helped me feel less shy. But sadly Smith didn't flirt with me at all and I was pretty sure I didn't have a chance with him still,from that day on we became good friends I enjoyed his company but sometimes felt out of place being with Smith.He knew a million people and everywhere we went girls would moon over him,I couldn't help having feelings for him even though I knew he would never go out with me.

Then one day Smith gave me some news,he was transferring to my school for ninth grade.

-wow.(chuckles) I guess we'll have a new school heartrob,I mean it will be fun to go to the same school.....

To be continued.....