chapter 29- love confession

Kim woke up hearing a strange sound next to her, she turned to see Alex with bras of sweats on his forehead shivering,she was so sure that he was having a nightmare. She tapped his cheeks calling out his name.

"Alex wake up"she stared to shake his shoulders when suddenly she saw his eyes open, with bloodlust in his eyes, she suddenly remembered the incident in the mansion last time. Sha stared at Alex whobwas holding his head while groaning in pain. "Alex are you okay" she asked SHIT!! She cursed and ran to her phone to call Jonas.

"Hello Kimberly" am hoarse voice spoke up, she was sorry to wake him up but this is very important.

"Jonas,Alex is holding his head and he is groaning in pain his eyes are filled with bloodlust" Kim explained to Jonas.

"Fuck !! Kim please be careful,make sure Alex is confined in a room pls lock the door to the room I'm on my way" she heard the urgency in Jonas voice which made her even more confused what was happening ? She asked

"Jonas What is going on?" Kim asked as she locks the door as Jonas instructed.

"Kimberly you remember the last time in Alex's house when people got injured and I told you that Alex tend to become violent due to some traumatic incident" Jonas asked

"Yes I remember" she replied

"I'm sorry but that's what is happening again,pls try to calm him down I'm on my way"Jonas pleaded before hanging up .

Kim turned to see Alex still groaning trying to break their rooms door, she rushed to him and hugged his waist from behind causing Alex to stiffen.Alex's mind felt jazzy, he couldn't remember kim but he felt the urge to hurt her even if he doesn't want to, so he shook her off him, but she isn't giving up.

"Alex I know you can hear me,it's Kim you're little tigress"she said calmly while gently a carefully toward Alex who was staring at her. She heard him groan when she touch his face.

He held her neck, his grip was becoming so tight that she was almost out of breathe but suddenly he released her and started groaning again. His heard recognizes her but his heart doesn't and all her could think about is killing her. He is strongly battling with the urge to hurt her real bad.

"Baby it's me,your little tigress pls I beg you remember me,pls I beg you"Kim gripped Alex shoulders staring into his eyes like she could see his soul. Alex held her waist,but then shook his head groaning in pain again.insisfe his head he kept hearing voices telling him to hurt her.

Kill her moyun !! Kill her !! She's the one, kill her Alex!! Avenge us !! Avenge us !!— Alex kept hearing the chatsbin his head

No !!!! No !!! Stop it fuck, stop telling me what to do I said stop it alex gripped this head as if trying to make the voices stop.

Kim was determined, she went even closer took his palm and placed it on her cheek.

"Alex pls I need you, I need you Alex pls remember me, pls come back to me,I know you can hear me baby"Kimberly said even more seeing that he has stopped groaning but was still avoiding looking at her. She uses her palm on his cheek to make him look at her, she has been denying her feelings for him,but Micheal's words made her confirm her feelings more. Yes Alex is dangerous but she loved him like that, she finally accepted her feelings.

"Come back to me baby,I love you pls Alex,I finally accept it I no longer want to deny it,I love you" Kimberly hugged him and whispered into his ears sobbing. Suddenly, she felt his arm on her waist. "I love you too babe, pls don't cry it breaks my heart when you do"he whispered

"Alex you're back, how could you forget me,I hate you" Kim hit his chest still sobbing while he hugged her even more.

"I'm sorry babe, I love you and nothing can change that" he hugged her.

Jonas was nervous about Kim,immediately the entered Alex house he ran to his room with a sedative, fortunately he has a spare key to Alex's room so he opened the door expecting a messed room but was welcomed by the sight of two love birds hugging themselves.

"Wait moyun,you're okay, you didn't hurt Kim right" he asked with face filled with concern only to receive a glare from Alex for disturbing his time with his girlfriend.

"Yeah I'm okay now get the fuck out of me house" Alex glared at him

"You're so ungrateful I can't believe I ran down here and you can't even be civil, I wonder why Kim is still with you you're so cold and boring,Kim in case you get tired of him I'm always available" Jonas joked making Kim laugh but Alex got angry at his joke, Kim was only his no other persons.

"Kim I need to tell you pls be careful to avoid his triggers" Jonas warned this time getting serious.

"What triggers him" she asked

"Rain,dark places,sounds of gunshots,in some cases thunder or even the news of betrayal,you know what, I'll get you his medical file have a nice time" Jonas said before leaving the house.

"I'm sorry" Alex looked guilty

"For what

"For hurting you" she had a purple mark on her neck,without a doubt that he was responsible.

"You deserve an explanation"Kim looked and him and saw how uncomfortable he was about the topic so she pecked his cheeks

"You don't have to talk about it if you're not comfortable,it's okay"she pecked his head that was on her chest comfortingly.

"No I want to, I love you so I want no secret with us, I need to tell you about my past" Alex said with finality while Kim adjusted she knew this topic might really be sensitive for him as well as a disturbing revelation for her but she was ready to accept his flaws.