Death..

In the morning Evan got up and went to his room he took a shower and wore Lucas's favourite clothes ,after getting ready he went out of his room and took the bouquet of white lilies he had ordered and went out of his house ,he got into the car and drove to the place where they had found the dead bodies.

The police didn't let anyone take the dead bodies out of that courtyard because they said the bodies were cut into pieces and almost rotten that it couldn't be identified which body party was whose and it would be quite disrespectful to pull the bodies out of there so now every year the anniversary is held in that courtyard where the dead bodies were found in the well.

Evan got there and went inside seeing that many people were coming to pay respects to the dead. Evan also placed the white lilies in front of the well and sat down infront of it for hours without saying anything tears were falling from his eyes.

He was sitting there till late in the evening once it started getting darker he stood up wiping his tears from his face and went back home ,when he reached back he saw patrick was standing in front of his door .

What are you doing here, Evan asked emotionless.

I am here to take you home ,mom and aunty has prepared today's dinner and told me to take you home with me. Patrick said gripping Evan's hand.

I will not go , what's there for me to do i am better off alone i don't need anyone, Evan said and freed his hand from Patrick.

Evan ,we are your family ,we know you are in pain but you have to understand aside from Lucas you also have a family who loves you ,you can't be this selfish towards all of us . Patrick said .

Evan looked down hearing Patrick's words and nodded ,

Okay let's go . Evan said shortly and sat in Patrick's car and both went to their home where their family was waiting for them.

Their home is not like it used to be ,the once warm home where sounds of loud laughter could be heard from outside now is quite ,there is no chitchatting going on there is no sound of laughing everything has gone dull and lifeless.

They had their dinner in silence no one said anything ,after dinner Evan just got up from his seat and went straight to his room not wanting to talk to anyone.

Seeing him like this a tear fell from his mother's eye and she cried a lot but after sometime she collected herself again and sighed before going into Evan's room.

She sat on Evan's bed gesturing him to come closer ,Evan did as his mother wanted and sat beside her.

Evan .. move in with us again, and please try to move on from the past please,i am begging you i miss my son i miss you Evan ,please ,his mother said crying.

Me ,mom i can't get out of that house it's my coffin ,my punishment that my Lucas chose for me ,i will not leave that coffin of mine ,about me only my body is breathing i have died way back with lucas ,so i can't live now no matter what ,i can't revive myself ,no one can make the dead live again. Evan said looking at his mother .

Evan please don't say that son ,you will die like this ,please son ,move on and try to find a partner for yourself i believe if you find someone you will be able to heal,please Evan ...please i am begging you, his mother said crying.

Mom,death.....death is the only thing i am waiting for now but he won't let me die ,please mom if you want me to be happy please pray to god to make me die ,mom believe me death is the only thing that will make most happy now, please tell Lucas not to be angry with me, i beg him everyday but he still won't let me die ,please mom pray for my death. Evan said crying as he placed his head in his mom's laps once again crying his heart out.