Chapter 4 : He is Junkook my friend

I woke up with the heavy heart , my arrogant behaviour was still on my mind. I wish I can go back to that moment and hug him when he was going , when he was badly hurt by my behaviour. When I saw my parents at dinning table there behaviour was also unusual and I exactly know the reason behind that mood. Ask sorry from myself to jimin, I don't want any bad atmosphere just because of him. I told my parents while looking at my plate. Eoma gave a look to Abba and we all started eating our brake fast. It was very boring day even much more boring than those in my university. I decide to do a little walk and heed out of my house after informing my parents. I put my arms under head and close my eyes while my face was toward sky, I don't know how much time I spend there lost in my thoughts when I actually fall asleep. I woke up by the tape on my forehead by a man who is younger than me looking by his face. At first I got confused and want to ask why that stranger approaches me but after he gave me his cute bunny smile I let go the Idea. I get up and sit beside him looking far places with no thoughts on my mind. Hey I'm junkook, mind giving your introduction? I look at him and he said okay no problem! it's up to you. We again go back to silence after sometime he asked permission for one more question and I just gave him glance as a response. Mind telling the actual reason behind your silence because I found it awkward , I am the one who is continuously talking and you just gave a glance as a reply. I'm sorry but if you're deaf or something something. Sorry! sorry i just want to clarify that you can talk? By the way I know sign language too. Can't you sit silently here? I finally spoke up. Oh my God you talk too! He gave a fake shocking look and i smile at his this act. Your name? he ask again. Why are you seen too much interested in me? I asked. I saw you sleeping here from past 3 hours and it's almost dark now , I ask this because I used to do this too when I was too much depressed. I'm sorry I said. Oh no problem now I'm all good, thanks to my hungs. By the way why are you here. I just want to clear my mind from hunting thoughts I told him without looking at his eyes while he was continuously staring at me. We can't clear our mind from hunting though we just learn how to survive with them he said while looking directly at me. I gave him a smile. Mind sharing your thoughts because we are all strangers and I know nothing about you and you too know nothing about me let's clear our mind together. Mind blurting out first? I laughed at his language like why he use blurting instead of telling. hahahaha you're cute I told him now I clearly saw his cheeks that are all punk due to blush and his bunny smile I feel comfortable in front of him, comfortable in all ways, comfortable in telling him all I want to told people I use to love. I feel like he is someone I want to be friend with him or maybe want a brother-sister relation with him. Why are you smiling while continuously looking at me he asked me while rising his brows. Nothing I replied. Then please start telling me otherwise if I start then you can do nothing but to listen and days can pass easily but my story can't be come to an end. Okay I'm going to tell you. Please he raise his hand in a dramatic way. I used to love a guy who was too much close to me but he left us saying he don't want to marry me, when finally our parents decide to change our friendship into a strong relationship. But he left saying he is not interested in any kind of family marriage it's just a business deals nothing else. Business deals? he asked. Yes our parents decide our engagement and after that he'll become the only one to handle our family business and because I am the only daughter of my parents they want him to look after our business but he left saying he don't want to marry me or is not interested in any kind of fucking business. Did he said all that to you himself? No but I've read his letter that he wrote before he left his house. And what now do you still love him and want him to be your's? he asked. Junkook what would you do if you were me ? I asked. I want to ask him why he did that and want to clarify all the matter , he told me in a way like he exactly know what I feel now. But I can't I actually can't, I want to ask him but I can't and that the real problem what if he told me that he hates me and that's why he left? I don't want to hurt again. And what now aren't you see him after that day. No he come back again after five years telling me that he miss me. So what is the problem don't you love him now ? Junkook asked while looking at me. I don't no. I know I love him and I want him but I don't want to be pitied by him. I don't want him to be mine when he is not in love with me like I'm in love with him I told him looking at his eyes like he is the one who understand me well. Then go and tell him, ask him why he left you? I want to but I can't whenever he is in front of me i ignore him unconsciously I told him. That's the real problem he told me thinking deeply while looking at sky and placing his hand at his mouth pretended to be a philosopher and I laughed at his behaviour. Actually the problem is not with him or with you but it's all because of secrets that he kept from you. Secrets? I asked. Oh you pabo you know nothing about something like familie's dark secrets like the one in the fantasy books. I again laugh and ask him are he is the one too who read fantasy books and then topic converted to books and we talk about books all we want to and I found that we've same interest in books. We were too busy in talking that we forgot about time and it's dark everywhere. I checked my mobile and it's actually 9:00 pm and my parents called me fourteen times and now a huge lecture is waiting for me. Junkook we'll meet some other day here at same park if you want to and I actually want to listen about your story too. Let's meet some other day, I've to go I was the one who was continuously telling him to meet. Can I join you? he asked. At first I looked at him then the thought of being sll alone in this this came and I agreed with the idea of him accompanying me till home. So you lived here? he asked. Come inside let's grab some drink I offered him and he entered without any formality. I like his this behaviour. Where were you y/n till this time? why won't you pick our calls? y/n nice name junkook told me while smirking. Me and junkook look at eachother. Now my parents saw junkook and asked me about him. Oh sorry I forgot to introduce he is junkook my friend. Friend? My parents shocked at the way I introduce him but they seem happy with it, the idea of me being with a friend. Eoma and Abba greet him and we ate our dinner together. After dinner we talk about some random topics and then bide him bye. We all enjoy his company he is so sweet. My parents like him too and was happy at the fact that I actually got a friend now and he is all sweet, cute and reliable.