Alter Me

He had shown her the pleasure; now, he would lace it with the pain. It was his sharp kindness that had won her, but it would be his desperation and grief that would keep her bound to him. He hadn't let her suffer, so now they would suffer together, making their love bitter and sweet, salty and pure. He would drown her in his intensity; at the same time, he would embrace her with his sincerity. He would leave no room in her heart for doubt, filling every lasting emotion with his presence. He knew it would make their love a little darker, but she would always shine the brightest with him.

With her nakedness beneath him and his heart breaking as he looked into her hurt but loving eyes, Emiya decided to no longer hold back. Not his words, not his feelings, not his thoughts, nothing. Sliding into the bed, he positioned himself above her between her legs.

"Tell me, Rina, shall I ask your body which it wants more? Whose touch it craves?" His lips descended to her shoulder as her head turned, seeking the familiar warmth and softness of his own.

"Em?"

"Yes, my most cherished." His lips turned to hers, capturing them as she looked into his eyes, letting a single tear fall from the corner.

"Make me forget."

He was releasing her lips to move to the sensitive spot under her ear Emiya sucked and bit down as his hands slid along her torso to grab her hips, pulling her against him, so her slit rubbed against his raging erection.

"What is it you wish to forget, my love? Is it my touch?" He pulled away, then just enough to leave a gap between them.

"Em, you idiot." Digging her nails into his flesh, she pulled him back against her hard.

Smiling against the kiss, he placed it on her chest; he whispered, "If it's not my touch-" bringing his lips inches from hers, he stopped. "-is it my kiss?" Leaning down, Em acted like he wanted to kiss her but pulled back, keeping their lips inches apart purposefully.

"Damnit, Em!" she whined in frustration before his lips crashed into hers, almost suffocating her with their intensity.

"If it's not my kiss, tell me, my love, what it is you wish to forget?" His eyes shifted back to devouring her; simultaneously, his lips sampled inch after inch of the skin at her neck and chest.

"Make me forget that there is anyone I could love and be in love with but you."

Sensing the smile that slinked across his lips as he covered her nipple with them, Ria groans. "My pleasure, Mistress."

Without a chance to breathe, Emiya pulled her legs around his hips and sheathed her; simultaneously, he bit down on her neck, sliding in slowly but bottoming out effortlessly as he savored the stretch of her walls around his engorged length. Thriving on the deep moans of pleasure that drowned everything else out, he spoke softly but huskily in her ear as he intertwined his finger with hers. "Know this. I will not allow some dead serpent or that lecherous, disloyal mutt to decide if you will be mine or not. I am bound to your circuits and heart now, and I have no intention of letting go. I don't care about what everyone else thinks or what plans the greater magics have for you. You are mine, and nothing will change that."

Sitting up, he pulled her with him, her arms wrapping around his neck as she kissed him fervently. Placing his hands on her ass, he lifted her and down on his shaft, supporting her entire weight efficiently. Kissing her lips, neck, and chest hungrily in between bites and sucks, her hands raked through his hair, across his shoulders, and down his back as she rode him slowly and sensually, sending all of her senses into overload as each agonizing thrust was felt throughout her whole body.

"Is that too much, my dear? Should I be a little rougher?"

Arching her back as his hand ran down her torso and dipped between her thighs to tease her sex before sliding down her inner thigh, Ria lost herself in the seductive feel of his hands and mouth as he kneaded, caressed, tugged, and teased her body. So intense were his ministrations that she hadn't noticed the change in his appearance until he picked her up, still inside her, and carried her to the wall so he could take her at his mercy. Finally locking eyes as the back of her head hit the wall, Ria gasped.

"Surprised I would fuck you up against this wall?" He grunted as he ground his hips into her hitting her spot repeatedly with each thrust. "Don't be. I'll fuck you all over this house, marking our territory so that damn mangy dog has nowhere to rut."

It was amazing how powerful, inclusive words were. It made her realize that though a man could give all the love in the world to someone, it didn't mean anything if he didn't include his partner in his life. Torn back to the present with his following words, Ria's body shuddered as Emiya spoke to her deepest primal needs.

"I want the scent of me fucking you everywhere. I want it to stain the walls, seep into the couch, and sink into the wood of the table and chairs. I want there to be no doubt that you are mine first and always." He nips at the soft skin under her jaw where her neck began as he thrusts in and out of her slightly faster and more complexly, her fluids leaking down his legs and the wall.

"You can be his Master, but you are my Mistress, and you belong by my side or underneath me."

Tearing at his back, Ria bit his ear and groaned "fuck" into his ear as he pressed her harder into the wall. Em had never talked dirty to her. He had always been a gentleman, and she loved that, but part of her had wanted a darker side to their love as well. A side that was raw and trashy where he dominated her.

"Em, please talk dirty to me."

"Do you want to be Lancer's little slut? Fucking him when he wags his little tail while he rides you like the little bitch in heat you are to him? Or do you want me to ride you until you can't think or stand as I tell you the dirty little secrets your body hides from you as I love you, telling you how much our bodies want each other? I'll have you begging me to touch you no matter where you are just by looking at you."

Separating them from the wall, Em took her to the dining table. Laying her down on her back, he pushed the chairs out of the way.

"Lie down like a good girl, and let me eat you before I release inside you."

Then her legs were pressed to her chest as his face delved in between them. Sliding his tongue from her anus to her clit, penetrating her core as he slid over it, Ria's legs clamped against the side of his face as she dug her fingers into his hair and moaned his name.

Humming against her clit Emiya teased it with soft butterfly kisses on his lips as he talked. "I'm not sure which is sweeter, my name on your lips or your lips on my mouth."

Whining as he lazily rolled his tongue in and out of her slit before caressing her clit. Ria bites her lip, trying not to say anything that might make him torture her more.

"Your taste and smell are a little off, though, love." He penetrated her slit as deep as he could go with his tongue before speaking again. "A slightly more metallic taste." He sucked gently on her clit as he brought two fingers to it and penetrated deep within. "It seems your body is ripe for planting my seed, meaning you are either just beginning your cycle or are already in it." Nipping down her thigh before turning his seductive, lustful eyes on her, he teased, "Shall I give you my seed-" He kissed back up her thigh, not taking his eyes from hers "-so I can bind your core to me?" When his lips finally reached her pussy again, he took her hips in his hands and pulled her into his face before swirling his tongue over her dripping sex.

"Please, Em, give me your child. Fuck me until I'm filled with you and can't hold anymore."

The next instant, he picked her up and put her over his shoulder as he walked back to the bedroom. Tossing her down on the bed, he climbed in next to her before positioning her to ride his face as his fingers fucked her core and his lips caressed her clit, demanding her orgasm. Within moments she was shuddering as she was rocked by its intensity, but was unable to catch her breath before he slid her down his body and sheathed her in one fluid motion, bottoming out as her orgasm spasmed one final time. Forcing her to ride her orgasm out on his cock fast and hard, she dug her nails into his chest, leaving bloody indents in his golden tattoos. "Fuck me, Rina. Fuck me so I can fill you and own all of you."

Riding him as her pleasure receded and a dull ache filled her core, Em penetrated her deep, leaving a constant throbbing in her uterine walls that left her feeling like their love was too large for her to hold.

"Em, my love," reaching a hand towards his face, his hips ground a faster rhythm. Locking eyes with her, he placed his hand against her and nipped at her palm.

"Cum for me."

It was a desire and a command he was unprepared for as Ria had never demanded something sexual from him in ten years, yet at this moment, she wanted him to release inside her and possibly create life from their love.

"Ria." His groan as his back arched slightly was primal; his head fell back as he grabbed her hips, releasing thick hot cords of semen into her. Convulsing for a moment as his orgasm tore through him, it took several moments before his breathing slowed, and he looked at her. Grabbing her hand and pulling her down on top of him, he rested a hand on her ass while the other came to rest on her cheek. "Rina." As the words left his lips, his skin began to lighten, and the gold in his eyes and body faded, leaving Emiya as she knew him behind.

"Em, you are back to normal." Kissing his bare chest, he winced when a few marks she left touched her salty skin.

"Did I scare you? Was it too much?"

Ria grinned devilishly. "You should talk dirty to me more often."

He blushed and then kissed her deeply. "I wasn't joking, by the way. I intend to fill you to the brim tonight."

"Fill me, Em, until I can't hold anymore."

Moaning her name, he shifted her to her back and mounted her kissing down her body as the man she knew she could never let go of and never not be in love with.