chapter 3: wrong idea

"Please don't get too close to Sarah. Please."

What the fuck is wrong with this man? All of a sudden? Out of the blue? Is he like the other boys also? Chasing after me? No! There's no way Saff likes me; just last week, I heard him thirsting over our math teacher.

"H-huh? Why?" I don't know what to say, okay? I'm trying to process everything, but all I can think is, 'Dude, the fuck?'

"I just didn't like it when I saw you talking to her... Please stop meeting her. You're making me uneasy."

This man likes me? Never expect that a famous boy in our school, whose girls are crazy over, will like me...

"Saff, I'm sorry, but I don't like you... I only see you as a friend, maybe less than a friend. Sorry..." I said.

"Huh?" He raised his eyebrows.

"What?"

"Wait what?"

"What what?"

"You say what is what. What did you say?"

"The hell are you trying to say?" I shouted.

"Okay! Okay! Maybe there's confusion here."

"Huh?" I asked him.

"I like Sarah," he confessed.

At that time, I was not sure whether I was supposed to be happy and relieved because I don't have to break another's heart; however, FUCK! WHY DID I THINK HE LIKES ME? FUCKING HELL?!

"Oh? Well, that's great then." I tried to hide my embarrassment.

"Oh, don't worry. Sarah and I don't have anything special; we're only friends. We even just exchanged hellos! Nothing special"

"Are you embarrassed?" Fuck this guy.

"Why would I? I am happy that you didn't like me. I mean, that would be a hustle to deal with another man loving me!"

"Damn... Just admit that you're embarrassed. If I were you, I would move to another school." He laughs

I rolled my eyes and said, "Okay, now you're pissing me off," and left him.

"Wait, Han" Saff said as he grabbed my wrist.

"You've got to help me, okay? I like her, but I don't know how to express my feelings towards her! You, as her friend, must have, at least, an idea how!"

Wow, this dude is pissing me off. Shamelessly asking for my help to get his girl after embarrassing me?

"Listen, Saff, okay? Yes, Sarah and I are friends. But we're not that close to knowing what each other likes. We rarely even talk to each other. Every day, the only thing I did to her to show that we are still friends is wave and smile at her! That's all! And you expect me to have an idea how to get her to like you?"

"Okay fine! But you still need to help me get her! No rejection!"

"Oh yeah? Sorry, but no. I don't want to interfere in someone's love life. Why would I help someone get the person they like when I am having problems getting the person I like?

"Wait. You have a crush on someone?!"

This bitch is so loud. Out of surprise, I covered Saff's mouth with my hand and dragged him to the outside of the class. While doing that, I could sense that everyone was looking at me in surprise.

"The fuck is wrong with you? Why are you so loud?

"Okay, sorry, but who is it?"

"I lied, okay? I don't have anyone that has caught my attention recently."

"Ohh.... But you still need to help me. OR!"

"Or what? You're going to blackmail me?

"Yes. The teachers will know that you're a bitch behind them talking shit."

My eyes widen after hearing what he said. My reputation is everything. I take care of my appearance, my studies, and my attitude; they are all for a good image. Losing my beautiful reputation is going to be hell for me. No! I can't let that happen!

"The whole school is going to be all surprised when they know that the boy that they all praised, loved, and adored is an asshole behind them. That beautiful angel is actually a bitch."

I took a deep breath and

"Fine. I will help you."

Saff then let out a very huge smile that annoyed me. I can't believe that this is happening right now. Why do I feel like a slave? This might probably be my lowest point, hopefully, because I can't bear to go down any further.

"That's great then! You're stuck with me until Sarah officially becomes my girlfriend! You can start helping me by giving me your number."

I wanted to ask him why my number and not Sarah's, but seeing his face really annoyed me, so I decided to just keep it to myself. I added my number to Saff's phone and then gave it back.

"Done right? I'm going to the toilet." I walked to the toilet without waiting for his answer.

In the toilet, I wash my face several times to let my anger fade away. However, instead of that, my clothes became wet. I groaned in annoyance and went to the toilet to get some toilet paper. To add to my madness, there's none; it's finished. I took a deep breath, trying to keep my cool.

"Why is a lot of shit happening to me right now?"

I said, I felt like I was about to cry. I'm not dramatic; it's just that I'm the type of person who cries when lot of things kind of go wrong. When a lot of annoying things happen all at once, I, a lot of times, cry.

"Are you crying?"

I turned my back to see who it was.