WHO IS ANGELA? WHAT IS SHE DOING TO YOU?

 Christian came into his room and met Bianca kneeling on his bed. His eyes slightly widened as he walked fully into the room staring at Bianca. "What are you doing?" He asked her. Bianca lifted her head and looked at him "Why is this looking like a new thing to you, Christian? You've always done this to me. Why are you acting like this has never happened before?" She asked him a question back in a calm voice.

 The moments when he tied her up, flogged her, blindfolded her and did so many wrong things with her all came flooding into his mind. He closed his eyes in a way to stop them from coming. He suddenly heard Angela's voice in his head. 

 "I am Angela and I'll help you get through the process of healing"

 Her soothing and calming voice killed all the images that were almost killing him. He looked at Bianca "Bianca, I don't know what this is about, but I don't need this right now. No, I don't think I'll need this anymore. Please just_" He picked up her robe laying on the floor and dropped it beside her.

 He turned away from her making it known to her that he wants her to cover up. Bianca took the robe and wore it. "Christian, who is Angela?" She asked him. Christian faced her seeing her dressed in the robe. He slowly rubbed his eyebrows "She's Angela, Bianca. That's all I can say right now"

"You don't even know the person under your own roof Christian. Isn't that waving a red flag to you? She was only here for a while, and she's changing you. How long are you going to keep her here? I want her out Christian, everybody wants her out" Bianca shouted to his face.

 Christian moved closer to her and held her by her jaw and raised her head up for her eyes to meet his, and Bianca yelped in pain. When he realized what he did, he immediately let go of her. He held his head in his hand and screamed.

 He looked at Bianca. "Angela is changing me? Do I look like I've changed? She's trying to help me, but everything in and around my life is too toxic to just switch to normal. Get out of my room before I do something worse to you Bianca" He pointed at the door making it clear to her that he did not want her, but instead, Bianca moved dangerously close to him "But that's exactly what I want Christian. Ruin me"

"I don't know what exactly she's trying to turn you into, but that's not who you are. You are meant to be this way. Bad, dangerous and wrong. Whatever she's planting in your head does not exist for both of us. We were meant to be the wrong ones. So Christian, do something worse to me. Ruin me"

 Christian's resolve started breaking and the walls Angela tried to break began coming back up. The little cracks Angela broke out was beginning to piece their self back up. Christian began to think maybe that healing thing was not meant for him.

 As he slowly held Bianca's jaw again and squeezed it, he thought he was meant to live like this. As he slowly lowered his head to kiss Bianca, he gave up on ever leaving this life. This was who he was meant to be, and he finally understood that.

 His hands tightened on Bianca's jaw and she was teary eyed, but she was enjoying it. Just when their lips were about to meet. Angela came into the room and they both separated looking at her.

 Angela looked straight into Christian's eyes, and Christian told Bianca "Leave" while still looking at Angela. Bianca looked at Angela then looked to Christian "No, I'm not leaving", but Christian looked at her and said again "Leave, Bianca". His voice told her that he was not in the mood for her tantrum. She looked at him and her face concocted in anger.

 She left the room, but not before stopping to look at Angela. Christian still stared at Angela and he slowly walked to her. When he got to her, he fell on her and hugged her crying.