Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

After running for a few minutes, we found more Zombies. After killing them, Tim and Susan consumed all of the stones. As they walked back towards me, I sighed. "Let me kill the next Zombies that we see. I need to get on that leaderboard."

Susan nodded. "Alright, as long as you let us take the stones!"

We moved to another group of Zombies, and we killed them. What surprised me was the fact that Houston hadn't been cleaned out all the way by the dragon possessed by Zanoth or Gore as he called himself.

In six hours, we cleared the entirety of Houston. Tim was at 70k Mana and Susan was at 80k… I still wasn't on the leaderboards though. After cleaning up all of Houston, we started running down the road all the way to Corpus Christi. Along the way, we killed hundreds of Zombies on the roads and in the small towns that we passed.

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