Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

As we broke apart from our intoxicating kiss, I chuckled. "God! Waiting is the hardest thing!"

She glanced down at my pants. "Are you sure about that?"

I blinked and then backed away from her. "Alright that really is enough. I'm going to drop all of the Mana stones I got from the Zombies that I was saving for the others. Honestly, I think it would be worth it if you Transcended."

I emptied my spatial ring which I had filled to the very brim. Hundreds of shining Mana stones appeared in a great mount on the cracked concrete ground.

As she bent down and began to consume them, I dashed over towards where Timmy was in the crater. Sure enough, he had become a veritable gummy bear and was screaming.

'He is tough enough to pull through. I have confidence in him.'

I turned around and dashed back to Susan. She had just consumed the last Mana stone. As she slumped to the ground, clearly in pain.

Triple Transcension