Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

The white light faded as my feet tapped down against a hard polished marble floor that was as white as snow. The room seemed to be completely made of white marble.

Suddenly, a white portal opened up in front of me and the beautiful Creator stepped out. She looked into my eyes with her bright shining white eyes, and she smiled. "Travis Scott. I knew that you would get to this stage."

She turned her gaze around the room and then chuckled as she turned back to me and raised her hands in exasperation. "It's crazy what Gore did with the design of this tower… It's not at all what I expected. There is definitely a lack of creativity, but the whole tower has been thought out well, even if just for practicality."

I blinked. "The One True Creator… Are you really there in front of me?"

She chuckled and stepped towards me. "As real as can be. Flesh and bone weaved of Mana."

She laid her bare hand on forehead. "But the real question is: Are you ready for this?"

Vault of Memory