Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

On the other side of my portal, I stepped onto moist soil. I glanced around. The walls that my group and I had built still stood. The bunker door was not busted in, and the light of a new sun rising was shining over the horizon in beautiful golden rays.

As I glanced around, another portal opened up to my side. But it was green, and Gore stepped from it. He stepped from the portal and nodded towards me. "Congratulations on your deification."

"Thank you, the tower made things easy and fast. The Creator herself talked to me quite awhile as well as someone from my Mana faction. I have questions for you before I decide to help you with your war against this Eris woman.

First and foremost, I know that she killed everyone who you were with, but besides that, what is your plan to kill her? Do you think that the other gods in her Mana faction will help her?"

A Recovering World