Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

On the other side of the portal, I searched through the many souls floating about. I sent a mote of Mana to each of them from my body, and I quickly skimmed through their memories.

There were actually five of them who I didn't like at all and who I did not feel bad about selling off… Not even the weeniest bit. Three were females and the last two were males.

After jumping back through the portal that I never closed, I formed the Souls far away from my hot tubs, so there would be no meaningless destruction of my most glorious mansion.

As the dragons formed, I screamed at them. "ALRIGHT MOTHERFUCKERS! Transform into Humans right now!!"

They followed my order with a good bit of annoyance in the way they moved and looked at me. After they transformed, I yelled another order out to them. "Line up now! After that, Don't move, talk, or even stare at me!"

Doing Shit