Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

Finn's sword slammed against my own as he performed his Brilliant Sword Fusion Aspect Harrier Of Stupid Fuckers skill… Honestly the hardest part of actually going through the super super long training was learning the stupid names of all his skills…

And they weren't even Magic skills but more of just martial ones… If I'm being honest, I wasn't ever planning on using his skills if I could help it…

I shoved his blade off my own and then rushed towards him. Our blades both blurred as we both amped our bodies full of Mana fought each other for minutes or hours, I don't know.

Eventually though, we stopped fighting and Finn nodded at me. "You have come far enough now. The skills I have taught you will serve you well… You have been training here for 35 years which means three and a half years have passed outside… A lot of ships have been made on Earth and a whole lot of things have changed. Regardless, have fun."

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