Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

We continued to fight for… Was it days? Weeks? Months? I couldn't tell. It was just one thing after the other as techniques were eventually ingrained into me.

One day, I finally knocked Zayn to the ground with the wooden sword that had never broken no matter how much pressure we had put upon it. After that, Zayn had simply smiled.

Zayn looked at me with an expression that was practically a beast looking at prey. "Now we are going to be using our actual equipment…"

I blinked once, and then looked down at the Ascendant ring on my finger. I slowly removed it and then transformed it into its sword form.

As the blade formed in my hand, Zayn nodded with his own sword that looked like a katana. "That blade doesn't suit our style of fighting, you know. It's too massive."

I blinked. "It does feel a little unwieldy, but wouldn't a bigger sword be a better lever to exert force?"

Amped Up Training