Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

About ten minutes passed with me in my Soul space guiding the Mana to repair my fucking cracked skull. But after that, I opened my eyes to see the red dragon standing over me with a worried expression.

As I opened my eyes, the dragon seemed annoyed as he stalked away with his sword in hand. I slowly picked myself up and then I just looked at the dragon's Chinese cloak as he stalked around. "You know, you actually have some potential. You are truly beginning to see some of the patterns in my movements, but I would like you to know that the movements that I am showing you now are very simple. So now I will complicate them a little more…"

The dragon did not rush at me the same way, but he did speed towards me real hella fast. His legs seemed to blur left and right right and left. They weaved about in a manner that really did not make sense to me… It did not seem as though it was doing anything… It just looked like the asshole was trying to impress me.

Getting Angry