Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

After portaling back home to the front of the mansion, I heard screams coming from within the mansion. I could tell that they came from Susan, so I dashed through the door with Mana amping my body to a crescendo. I also transformed the ring on my finger to my slim red sword, and I burst through the door of our room.

Tessa was there comforting Susan who was lying on my bed half naked pushing out a baby… She was giving birth to my kid. I had forgotten that Susan said that the growth of our child had been increased by the system. That our kid would come out as a fucking god…

I slammed my sword into the floor, and I sunk it all the way to the hilt. I dashed to the edge of the bed next to Tessa, and I held Susan's hand. "Susan, I'm here!"

A Daughter