Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

So, after the two women vanished, I glanced over at Tim with a grin. "Hey, do you know what we had better do since those two have abandoned us so easily?"

Tim walked over with both hands stuck into the pockets of his gray sweatpants. He then yawned and looked up at me sleepily. "Go and chill at home."

I shook my head. "No way! We are going on the best wee little trip. We are gonna get in my little battleship and cruise across the galaxy doing whatever the hell we want! Screw the consequences!! Let's go do some fun shit!"

Tim blew the curly hair that was in the way of his eyes up a bit. "You know what? Let's do it!"

There was a little grin on his face at first, but it slipped to a look of pure readiness. The boy wanted to do some crazy shit, and I was real ready to oblige that inclination.

Boy’s Trip