Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

After swimming across my planet, I put the armor back on that I had taken off, and I channeled to create a portal to Finn's realm. My plan was to sell him a bunch of Mechs since he was so rich.

As I stepped into his Soulscape, a familiar person with red hair walked up next to me. It was Zayn, the dragon that had trained me for so long. "It really has been a long time, Travis. What do you want?"

"I want to talk to Finn about buying a few Mechs of mine. They are spaceships of Ascendant quality and a massive Mana output. They go for 50 Trillion Mana."

Zayn's eyes widened. "That's a lot of Mana. I'll call him here; he might be interested."

Literal seconds later, a blue portal formed next to us, and Finn stepped through it. He looked directly into my eyes and smiled. "It has been quite a while since we've seen each other. What is the spacecraft that Zayn told me about?"

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