Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

Eris stopped just short of my face, and she smiled a hauntingly beautiful smile that had surely been practiced to perfection because it made her look like the most beautiful woman that I had ever seen. "Travis, this is the first time we've met. That goofy ass giant spat out my name, but I'm Eris."

She offered her hand towards me, and I just looked at it. "Back off Eris. Why are you here? I know who you are."

Eris frowned slightly and then slipped her expression back to that of a smile. "Well, you see, I had to see the one who made the Creator fall in love…"

Behind Eris, the Creator's face had been growing red. From embarrassment at first, but it quickly turned to anger. She muttered at first, but her voice grew louder. "...She shouldn't be telling me what I need to do. I AM THE CREATOR! I WILL DO AS I WISH!! I WILL HAVE WHO I WANT!!!"

The Creator waved her hand, and Gore and Eris were covered in a shield of Mana in which they were frozen in time.

Wartime