Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

I sat on the lavish captain's chair of my ship as it launched itself through a portal I had opened. As we passed to the other side of the portal, I glanced at Cate who was making calibrations to the navigations system to dock us to her father's fucking massive flagship.

Cate was cute, funny, and fun to be around, but Seti had set us up. It was a good relationship, but it was a manufactured one. I knew for a fact that Seti did not trust me, but that was fine.

As our ship flew into Seti's massive planet sized flagship, I glanced around at the docking bays. There had to have been billions if not trillions of people. The ship was gobstoppingly fucking massive.

A jolt ran through our ship as the docking clamps locked onto our ship. I glanced over to Cate. "Well love, open a portal for us."