Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

According to the letter of the law, a person is kept in check. When a person gets too comfortable and leans too far against the rope, they are pulled in by the law most uncomfortably.

The way to live life is without bonds. Don't be a slave to the law, be a slave to your own stupidity and let an early death be the sting. That is where you will find your satisfaction.

Let me say, it's where I've been finding mine even though I haven't died, and the clock has been ticking on a few million years… probably.

Well, here's just an example of how I live my life: I leaned out the shield bay as my starship was hurtling down towards the ground. The flames from our descent just about melted my face off.

I turned inside the ship towards my copilot who was a stunningly beautiful woman. "Hehe, I think I got a lil sunburnt."

Hellsent