Needing Space From People

Thinking back on these last couple of years I couldn't imagine that this would happen to me, Jacob the man I thought loved me and then ended up betraying me instead really opened my eyes. I've been here with my sister for two days and feeling much better. I couldn't understand what I feel today but it's almost like I'm numb and not really here just standing here being present. Today I have energy and I am going to run with it, as I got out of my bed and then re made it as the first task of the day. Once made I grabbed some clothes for a shower, and made my way to the bathroom. Standing at the sink I brushed my teeth, then some mouthwash before then doing my skin care routine, something I had barely done in the dorm as people kept touching my stuff and majority of my belongings were with my sister to prevent bickering amongst us.