do i deserve?

"How do you live a good life?"

"If you ask Most people think having good life means having lot's of money,marrying beautiful women and have their own happy family"

"Many people definitely want money but i doubt they stick to the one lover/partner they may indulge in having many lover/partner thinking i have every thing why should i think about other person it's just one time thing"

"Not just men women also think like that Many people definitely think like that"

"Wait isn't lot's of people now day's engaged in one night stand and changing girlfriend or boyfriend like changing clothes it's like normal to them"

"Many people normalising this kind of act"

"The numbers are not small no wonder theirs lot of sexual diseases spreading"

"The people who get attached to that kind of person and gives their everything in the relationship at the end get's their heart broken this kind of people suffer the most"

"You can find this kind of people a lot who just want to use you for their need without thinking about other person feeling"

"This generation is doomed"

"Wait! Aren't i also surrounded by this kind of people?"

"God!! Why did you save me!! We need to talk!?"

" son what happened? why are you looking at the window for so long?"

As i turn around i see my mom face she must be wondering what happened to me to be so silent all of a sudden.

"Samarth are not feeling good son? doctor shukla is here tell him everything"

"Yes let him check you again"

"No no mom dad i am just thinking about something i am fine"

"Are you sure son?you keep looking at the window so i got worried"

"Don't worry mom i am just thinking when are we going to go home and what can i do afterwards"

"Ah! So thats what your are thinking"

"Yes....hahahah "

"Doctor shukla about samarth discharged when can we take him home?"

"Don't worry mr.sharma you can take him home tomorrow let's talk about it in my office"

"Yes let us go then dear you want to come with me?or wants to stay with samarth"

"No i also want to talk to doctor shukla regarding samarth diet and which food should be avoided"

"Son we back soon ok"

"Ok mom don't worry about me"

"Your worrying too much dear you will spoil him at this rate"

"What! Whats wrong spoiling my son a little bit you have a problem"

"Nnoo..no i was just saying you will spoil him to much which is not good for him"

"Shut up!! I will spoil my son let me see who can stop me"

"Sigh.....i can't win against you"

I watch my parents bickering with each other and leaving the room.i completely forgot where i was i must have spaced out for long time.

This overthinking habit of mine.they always say bad habits are hard to deal with that must be true.

Tomorrow is the day i get out of this hospital i don't want to come back here. it's not like it does not have any good facilities or staff is bad.

But quit the opposite it's has ranked in world top 50 hospitals and has best doctor's and equipment in here staff's also take very good care of patient.

But this hospital has weird name 'smile hospital' i wonder who came up with this name.

But i still hate being in this kind of place it's long story why i hate hospitals but that story for another time.

Looking around at well decorated with fine arts and design wall thick carpeting on the floors.while the rooms open to gorgeous view of outside garden.plus,patients can indulge in gourmet meals prepared bythe hospital's in-house chef.

It's feels like some high class hotel room and it's just normal room in this hospital their vvip room are more grandous than this room.

Also The fee structure of this hospital is not low making it very costly for poor people if they want take to treatment in this hospital.

My family is also not very rich it's only thank to my father friend recommendation and also thank to doctor shukla being kind old doctor that i getting treatment in this kind of hospital.

"Well it's going to end in here finally i'll be able to go out without worring about anything"

As i am saying this the door of my room open and beautiful girl wearing high round neck and three-quarters sleeves floral printed pink colour top and white colour jeans dress came close to my bed. She has long beautiful hair and brown eyes neatly done make-up which compliment her brown skin colour tone.

"Hi samarth i heard your getting discharge tomorrow that's great!"

"Yes sister jasmine i'll be going tomorrow well you're gonna miss this handsome face of mine isn't it"

"Hahah...who's handsome face are you taking about why can't i see"

**heart damage 1000+**

"Hahaa.....Sister you're joking skill have improved"

"Do you think i am joking?"

**heart damage 10000+**/(°o°)\💔

"Pffft....hahahaha you should look at your face right now hahah...i was just joking"

"Sister your jokes sometime can damage people heart you know...."

"I am sorry samarth but you start it first"

"My bad sister jasmine i shouldn't have joke with you"

"Hey why not it was fun"

"It's not funny for me sister jasmine your facial expressions doesn't look like you're joking"

"Well what are you doing here isn't your shift tomorrow"

"Yes i come to drop my friend here but when i heard about your discharge i came to meet you"

"Thank you sister jasmine for coming to visit me and thank you for taking care of me all this time"

"Why are you thanking me samarth it is my job as a nurse to look after patient you don't have to thank me"

She wave her hand while blushing.

sister jasmine she really nice to everyone around her.she dedicated to her work and she work in this hospital as nurse she's really good in her job but her jokes are not always very friendly.she get in lot of trouble because of this.

She tell everyone it's a joke but why do i feel like she always telling the truth.

I know her good enough as i spend so much time in hospital that as i slowly open up with her and talk about many different things such as music,books,anime and she also start to speak more about her self and what kind of things she like and tell me about the problem she faces beacuse of her joke.

We become really good friends after i find out she also like anime and reading novels.but beacuse of her job she doesn't get that much time to read and watch show.

So she come to me for recommendation and ask me lot of question about books and which show she should start watching.

"Say which new show are best to watch now as i have free time i don't want to waste it watching those boring shows that consume lot of time"

"You didn't watch that many anime right because of your work and it should be short one not thousands of episode so..."

"Yes do you have any good show that you recommend?"

"Hehe... I have.... just for you i will recommend this one of my favorite show"

"Oh tell me then!"

"Your lie in April and a movie grave of the fireflies that's a really good show and movie you should definitely watch it"

"Watch that show sister jasmine you gave me 10000+ damage right i will give you 1000000+damage in return may be even more"

"My revenge will be taken hahahhahahahahahahaha..*cough*..*cough* damn how can those villains laugh like this*cough*"

"It certainly hard how those guy's do this kinda of laugh"

"Ohhh is it comedy genre anime and movie"

"Yes it is and i am sure you will like it have tears...of happiness"

"Really?"

"Yes believe me did i ever lie to you"

As i was talking to sister jasmine about anime. mom also come back and after briefly talking to my mom sister jasmine left.

As sister jasmine left mom look at me and has that relieved smile.when i look at my mom i can't help but think how much she been through because of me i see that how much she had change loosing so much weight and their also dark circle around her eyes same goes for my dad too.

They both look like they age alot faster in this couple of years.

"Do i deserve them?"