Chapter 55: My Feelings

After the meeting, Darius had called it a day, and as per his orders, had me returned to Rosemary's room.

Something about wolf's bane and my heart, I'm fine now.

Not that he cares anyway...or does he?

After I had settled into bed, I discovered that sleep had all but eluded me, which in turn caused me to roll around on the bed for several hours before finally giving up the ghost.

This is probably as a result of my need for Elias, for my wolf form...and for...

These thoughts make me hot, very hot.

So I get up, and take a shower.

The water I had been rejecting some time ago had never been more of a blessing to me now.

I spend a good half hour in the showers before leaving the bathroom.

I still, remain restless, as now, I feel to speak with Elias more than anything.

The totem, is in the garden, if I can just get it...

Too risky.

A voice in my head rings, but it is right.