Chapter 13

It's been 2 months since Takeru's surgeries, and I have stayed with him everyday only leaving for basketball practice. I feel uneasy and worried when I am away from him. I didn't trust the hospital staff to keep him safe after his father who was marked as deceased was able to just waltz in and take him with no questions. I feel this connection with him that I can't explain. I don't understand my feelings for him yet, but I know I want to be around him, I want to hold him and keep him safe. I want to give him the world but how do I do that when the entire world wants my death? How do I have him and keep my little sister safe? There so much uncertainty that comes with wanting him. What if having him put Risha and I in danger? Even if we can safely coexist together would he even accept me as a dominant alpha? All these thoughts continue to run through my mind as I finish my shower and I can't seem to quiet them, but I cant hide in the bathroom forever so I finally exit the bathroom while drying my hair and I notice nurse June standing in the doorway blushing and fiddling with the papers and I was wondering what her problem was until I looked down and remembered I didn't have a shirt on. 

"Can we help you with something nurse June?" I said as I wrapped the towel around my neck after drying my hair. I then walked to my duffel bag and grabbed a black T-shirt to put since it was bothering the nurse to the point she couldn't do her job.

 "Oh yes, I'm sorry. I was told to bring the discharge papers for Mister Somdura, He clear to return home but no walking on that leg for 4 more weeks." The nurse said as I sat on the edge of the bed and handed me the papers. I smiled at Takeru who was blushing, and it made my heart skip a beat, so I just turned my attention to the discharge order and made sure everything was correct and ready to go.

 "Thank you nurse June, if that is all I will get him packed up and ready to go" I said once I confirmed his discharge order and showed the nurse the door so that I could get Takeru ready to go home. I didn't give the nurse time to say anything else for I was excited and, in a rush, to get Takeru home so I just shut the door and started grabbing his Duffel bag full of his clothes that I bought him. I made a call to Sebastian to get everything ready for us to return home. While I was grabbing his clothes and making the call I saw Takeru was fiddling with his fingers as If he was nervous, so I gathered his clothes and sat them in his lap and grabbed the combat boots I picked out for him.

"Is there something wrong with the clothes Takeru?" I asked softly as I sat the boots next to bed as his face turned beet red.

"They are fine, it's just that not of it is mine" Takeru said staring at the clothes like they were a foreign object. I thought I did well with picking something comfortable and stylish, so I didn't understand why he was so uncomfortable. I even picked things that would cover his cast and everything, maybe I should have asked beforehand. 

 "I bought them for you, your clothes got cut when u were brought into the hospital. I went to your uncle house to get some of your clothes, but they looked like them belonged to an obese homeless man. I wasn't letting you wear any of that" I said rubbing the back of my neck and looking away knowing I definitely didn't go over to his uncle's house for clothes, but I didn't want him to know what I actually did. I was frightened at the thought of him becoming terrified of me. 

"Takeru? What's wrong Rose bud?" I asked pushing his hair behind his ear and caressing his face softly as he relaxed his face in my hand. He looked at peace but nervous at the same time. I just wanted him to be comfortable with me. 

"Nothing, I'm just so happy" Takeru replied looking up at me as tears fell from his eyes. I used my thumb to wipe them away as he smiled softly. I could tell that my pheromones were lightly dispersing but I don't think I need to conceal them since Takeru is a beta, so he won't be able to sense them anyway. I desired him so much it was driving me crazy; I wish he could sense them so I could claim him as mine. I want him to become one with me but I'm terrified that him being around me too long will put his life or Risha life in danger. So, I must be careful but at this moment I didn't want to be careful I wanted to love him and kiss him.

"Takeru?" I said in a whisper as I leaned in closer hoping he didn't pull away.

"Yes, Jun-myeon?" he replied with a trembling voice while he stared at my lips blushing. His had a small glow and his body stiffened softly the closer I got.

"Can I kiss you?" I asked as I slid my hand around his tiny fragile waist. I rubbed my thumb across his bottom lip that was softly and beautiful. I could his body shiver in my arms, so I just pulled him in closer gently wanting to feel his body on mine.

 "Yes..." he stuttered out before I crushed our lips together and the world seemed to freeze in place. My pheromones busted from my body with desire I've never felt before. I lifted him into my lap and around my arms around him under his hospital gown and his skin felt flawless. It was soft and smelled of a rose bed in early spring. His kiss was sloppy but passionate and just made me want him even more. His ass rubbed against my member forcing him to make an appearance, but I didn't care. Our lips were molding together like perfect art and this moment was true bliss. Once we finally pulled apart to catch our breath and calm down a little bit, I saw his beautiful face. the small blue glow in his eyes had become bright I could see the passion in the way his body grinded against. I hissed in a breath, and we stared at one another for what felt like forever.

 "Shall we get you dressed Rose bud?" I asked, trying to restrain myself from going further since I didn't want to hurt him. Plus, I didn't want our first time to be in a hospital room. I wanted it to be romantic and gentle. I wanted to take my time devouring every part of him slowly and not worry about being interrupted. 

"Are you sure?" he asked running his hand through my hair grinding his plump ass on his very noticeable member that was almost bursting out my shorts.

"We have to get you home Rose" I replied sitting him on the edge of the bed for sighing in frustration and stepping back. I felt if I stayed any longer, I would ravish him right here and now. I took my hair and put it in a low bun before grabbing his clothes off the floor and getting him dressed. His flushed red when I put the panties on him which I'm assuming he didn't know I knew he wore these. I only bought the same pair he owned because that was what he was wearing when I brought him into the Emergency room. I finished dressing him and tying the combat boots for him when Sebastain came in the room to notify me that the car was waiting for us outside. I softly lifted Takeru from the bed to the nearby wheelchair and handed him a blanket since it was chilly outside with winter coming. As I turned to wheel Takeru out the room a nurse walked in and immediately dropped to her knees. The women had become flushed and sweaty while releasing pheromones and began to have labor breath. I assume she is a hidden omega and she just walked into a Alpha pheromone filled room so must have been close to her heat cycle and I just forced her in to it. 

"Jun-Myeon, Is she okay? Should we help her?" Takeru asked while holding my hand. I could tell by the expression he wore that he was genuinely worried about the nurse, so I just smile caressing his hand.

"Sebastian will help her, Don't worry about that." I replied and nodded for Sebastian to help the woman stay hidden and suppress her heat before being caught by the government. Sebastian then lifted the woman and took her in the room to give her the supplies she will need to conceal herself once again. I felt guilty because of my stupid mistake we both could have been caught and lost our lives so I hope she will be alright.

"Jun-myeon?" Takeru said as I pushed him to car that was waiting for us at the exit.

 "you can call me Jun, Okay Rose bud?" I replied affectionally as I opened the car door while Sebastian was loading our bags into the truck.

 "Okay Jun, Did you get a new cologne?" He asked, catching me off guard. I could only pause and look at Sebastian who was also shocked by the question. I just smiled and gently put him into the car.

 "Um… No same Dior cologne I always use. Why? Do I smell different?" I asked as calmly as I could, trying not to jump into a panicky mood. I buckled him into the car slowly waiting for an answer which seemed to not come fast enough. 

"Yea, you suddenly started smelling like the woods. Kind like oak trees in the morning after it rained last night. I liked it and I was wondering what cologne it was." He replied looking up at me as he settled into the seat. I couldn't think of any reason I would smell any differently so I could only tap on the car and smile before answering. 

 "It might have been my bodywash you were smelling" I said quickly and shutting the door hoping he trying to ask anything else about it. I ran to back of the car where Sebastian was already grabbing a suppressant shot from the trunk. He quickly stabbed me in the leg with the shot and it hurt like hell and I yelled at him. 

"Sebastian how can this be happening?" I asked rubbing my leg trying to calm down.

"He must be a recessive Omega and a late bloomer at that. There are no omega markings on his genetic test from schooling, so I understand how he survived this long without anyone knowing. But you are a dominant alpha, so your pheromones alone could have awakened his omega traits." Sebastian said in a whisper.

"We are keeping him at the house for now on. We can't risk somebody else finding out since recessive omega's heat are irregular and can happen with no warning." I said before leaving Sebastian and joining Takeru in the car. 

 "Is everything okay?" Takeru asked, laying his hand on my thigh.

 "Oh, everything is fine he was just rough with a gift I just bought for you. I didn't want it to break before we got home" I replied kissing his forehead and holding him close. I was worried about how to tell him he really an omega. It's not like I can just not tell him because his body is going to start changing soon. Takeru cuddled up next to me and closed his eye while I was trying to plan our next move the entire ride home.