Chapter 14

The entire ride home was quiet since Jun-Myeon looked lost in thought most of the ride only giving me only small smiles occasionally. Once we arrived at the gates, I saw a huge 3 story mansion with fountain. I could believe my eyes, Jun-Myeon's house looked like something you only see in movies. Everything was perfectly place, Not even a flower grew out of place. I felt like I was dreaming as I stared out the window while we drove around the circle driveway to the front door. His home was magnificent but suddenly I felt out of place. I felt this dreadful pain in my gut like I was going to be sick. Me being in his home that was perfect was like ruining a masterpiece of art. I didn't belong by Jun-myeon's side but every time I look at him, I can't help but be a little greedy. I want to be able to be by his side and he be proud to have me. 

"Do you like it?" Jun-myeon said tapping my cheek startling me. I looked at his smiling face and my heart just turned in the puddle. It was as if Jun-myeon could melt all my worries away with just a smile. I've never loved anyone as much as i love him right now.

"It beautiful, are you sure it okay for me to be here?" I asked quietly. Jun-myeon then cupped my face in his hands and pulled me close kissing me softly then rubbing his thumb across my lips.

"I am positive it's perfectly fine that you're here" He said as he exited the car to go around and open my door. As he opened the door, I saw a little girl open the front door and come running down the stairs.

"Oppa!! Your home, I missed you so much!" The little girl screamed as she jumped for jun-myeon. Jun-myeon caught her and spun her around giving her a big hug. Is this his daughter? I didn't know he had a kid, what is he going to tell her about me? Am I just a friend or has he said nothing to her about me?

"Risha! I missed you too. I hope you were good for Sebastian while I was gone" He replied holding her while fixing her hair.

"I was extra good for Seba, he taught me how to tie my shoes and I made him play beat saber" Risha said excitedly wiggling in Jun-myeon's arms. Risha then suddenly stopped and looked at me like she was analyzing me from head to toe. Then she smiled brightly and waved.

"Hello, I'm Risha and I'm 5 years old" Risha said proudly.

"Hello, I'm Takeru and I'm 23 years old." I said calmly even though my heart was beating so hard I'm sure you could have seen in through the shirt. Jun then put the girl down and she skipped up the stairs toward the house as Jun began to help me out the car. Jun picked me up princess style and carried me up the stairs making me blush and feel flustered. 

"I can walk on my own you know?" I said, covering my face.

"Doctor said no walking for 3 more weeks remember. Plus, I like carrying you." He replied, kissing my forehead with the softest peck. My face flushed red and felt my heart was going to explode. The warmth of his chest and the soft thumping of his heart put my mind at ease, but I felt a heat building in my lower stomach making me feel uncomfortable. Once we made it to the top of the stairs, he sat me in the wheelchair by the front door and pushed through the exquisite house with gold trimmings and marble flooring that Risha skipped across with joy. As we walked the halls, I noticed the walls were covered in beautiful paintings from all over the world but not a single family photo or anything. The house felt more like a museum then a home. It was filled with servants and art but nothing that indicated that someone actually lived here. Risha was skipping in front of us telling Jun about all her adventures with Sebastian and her time at school while Jun was away with me at the hospital. Her long red hair flowed effortlessly as she spun and hopped down the hallway. Her golden eyes were full of happiness and affection when she turned to smile at Jun, anyone that saw them together would know instantly that they were each other's world. Jun was always cold and distant whenever I saw him at school or interacting with other people but when he is with his daughter its as if the barriers he has up comes crumbling down. We arrived at an elevator and Risha hurried and pushed the button to open it as if she couldn't wait to use it. she was like a kid at an amusement park, I loved how joyful and happy she was. Jun must be a wonderful father. Once we were inside the elevator I noticed that it smelled new, like it was fresh from the factory. 

"Is this new?" I asked looking up at Jun who standing behind me.

"Yes, I had it put in because I knew you wouldn't be able to use the stairs yet. I didn't want you to feel like you were stuck in your room." Jun said running hand through my hair.

"My room?" I said shocked that I would even have my own room. 

"Yea! Your room is right next door to Oppa's room. I helped decorate it" Risha doing a cute dance beside me and looking at me with the biggest adoring eyes.

"Is that so? Well, I bet its beautiful" I said softly as I ruffled her hair a little. She giggled and continued to dance around the spacious elevator. Once we made it to the 3rd floor Risha hurried and rushed out the elevator to a door to the left of the elevator and jumped up and down with excitement. Jun chuckled and pushed my wheelchair to sit right Infront of Risha who was guarding the door to stop anyone from entering before she said so. 

"Are you ready?" she asked excitedly twisting the doorknob waiting for a reply.

"Sure, is sweetness" Jun replied smiling brightly motioning her to open the door. Risha hurried and opened the door and ran in to spin and jump in the middle of the room.

"TA-DA!" she yelled proudly showing us the room. It was a grand room with a queen size bed and pink beddings. There were stuff animals everywhere and coloring books on the desk along with a black laptop that had little painted doodles on the back. There was a large TV mounted on the wall in front of the bed and even a PS4 on the stand below it. there was a bookshelf full of my school's reference books for me study and even some novels for me to read if I get bored. That I could tell Sebastian put in here. The bookshelf itself had Get well notes doodled on the sides and little homemade cards taped to the sides. 

"Do you like it?" Risha asked tapping my leg with pleading eyes. I must have been looking at the room in silence for too long because she looked like she would break into a million pieces if I said no. The room was a little girly for a guy, but it was cute to see his daughter work so hard to make me feel welcomed.

"I love it. it looks very comfy. Thank you Risha" I said ruffling her hair again and smiling.

"You hear that Seba! He loves it! I win, now pay up" She said cheering and doing a winning dance and I looked at Jun who just as confused as me.

"What are talking about Risha?" Jun asked chuckling watching her dance around the room.

"Seba said that Ru-ru wouldn't like his room because its too girly and he is a boy. So I bet him $5 that Ru-ru would love his room I made. So Pay up Seba!" She replied holding her hand out to Sebastian. Sebastian handed the girl a $5 bill and watched as she snatched the money and skipped out the room proudly. Sebastian followed after her and handed Jun a package before leaving us alone in the room. Jun chuckled as he pushed the wheelchair next to the bed before lifting me and laying me in the bed and removing my boots.

"Sorry about them two. They are always making bet and Risha has always been energic." Jun said as he walked to closet full of all kinds of clothes. He grabbed what looked like a lounge wear outfit and sat it on the bed then began removing my clothes.

"Its okay she's very cute. You raised her well." I replied lifting my arms so he can remove my shirt easier. 

"thank you, I worry that im messing up so much because when she was born, I knew nothing of raising a little girl." Jun said looking at the clothes in his hand with worry in his eyes, I could see he cared for his daughter a lot. 

"You did a good job Jun. Don't worry anyone can see she loves you dearly and is very happy" I replied caressing his face softly. Jun looked up at me with affection in his eyes as he slowly and carefully put on my pants over my cast. I started feeling like I was running a fever and my back started feeling uncomfortable and wet. Even though I wasn't feeling well I didn't want to worry Jun about me once again, so I just told him I was going to take a nap and he finished dressing me and kissed softly before laying me down gently. 

"Here are some vitamins and some painkillers. Try to take them before you sleep, okay? Ill come wake you for dinner." He said before leaving the room.

"I will thank you." I said curling up in the blanket and trying to relax but my body just wouldn't listen to me. My insides felt as if they were on fire. The wetness from my backside was getting heavier and it started to feel empty. I don't understand what is happening to my body because even the blanket grazing against my skin was too much for me. I wanted Jun to touch my body just the thought of his kisses was enough to make me hard. 

 I stroked my member for what seemed to be hours, but nothing would release, and I didn't understand. Stroking my front side felt pleasurable but my backside ached to be filled. Stroking my member wasn't enough with Jun's scent filling the room, the smell of oak and grass in the middle of summer filled my sense and my mind was going blank. I could think of nothing else but his body on mine and his large rough hands roaming my body. I wanted him inside me to scratch this deep inch that I couldn't reach with a broken hand. I tried to fill my backside with my hand, but it wasn't enough, and the sensation just became stronger. I felt like I was going to die, I needed Jun and now.

 I crawled from out of the bed and hit the floor barely able to catch myself. I could barely breathe it was if I had something stuck in my throat and I was sweating profusely trying to make it to the door. My body was sensitive so my nipples rubbing against the floor would make me moan out for Jun to help me. Once I made it the door I noticed it was locked and I could hear Sebastian speaking but I couldn't make out what he was saying or who he was speaking to. I started to bang on the door with all my strength, but I felt so weak, and I couldn't yell out for help. I needed Jun or I was going to die but I was too helpless and scared. What was I going to do?