Jasper
I'm frozen to the bone by quitting time. It's one of the worst parts of working out in the elements, but it's also one of the reasons I like working outside so much. It makes me feel something. Whether it be hot, cold, wet, uncomfortable, whatever. For so long after my parents died, I didn't feel anything. I would hurt myself just to have an emotional response. I would get into fights and goad my opponents into hitting me. It's been many years since I did that, but only because I was able to get this physically demanding job.
I wave at Weston as I get in my truck and drive away. Today is not the day to sit around and shoot the shit. I'm not in the mood for it. Fact is I haven't been in the mood for it for a while, but I would still do it. Today, I can't make myself.
I'm still irritated about the way I left my grandfather this morning.