ch.9:i just wanna live free

Next day: 6:40

So I got up at five took a shower, get dressed into this:

But well I braided my hair, threw a jacket on, then went to the airport in a taxi cab.

United Kingdom airport

So after eight hours of sitting on a plane I finally got there. And I saw it was snowing but it was a light color. Sunny out, and well I got of got my bags, grabbed a taxi, and went to the hotel. So well I swear just this is going to be good for me. I can be myself, clear my head, and well have a stress free week. But for now getting sleep. Since it is dark night over here.

Next day

So I got up to the sun shining through the window. And well today I was going to go to the download concert and well, they are having this in a freaking huge arena. So I got up, jumped in the shower, and got dressed into this:

So I grabbed my bag, and went to the venue.

At the venue

So I got out put my earbuds in, and started to walk inside.

At home

Alesha's pov

So Haley left yesterday and well I am super tired, right now, but I have been trying to get Haley a headliner tour. But I know she is still new to the industry, and I have been getting more new shipments in. And well Cindy came out here for two weeks, so I got to catch up with her. But I am worried about Haley. I just don't want her to snap.

Uk

Haley's pov

So this is really fun and this venue is freaking huge. But I have seen a lot of bands play, Koran, combiChrist, water parks, New Year's Day, in this moment. And a lot more, but I did get pushed into the pit, but I was fine and it was fun. But I fell once and this one lady picked me back up. This is why some people are the sweetest. But well I got out for a minute and well today was extremely fun.

And I have decided that I am going to be getting another tattoo and piercing. The piercing I am getting a labyrinth which will be in the middle of my lip. So I have snake rings, septum, and soon a labyrinth. But the tattoo.i am going to be getting one that is going to be on my hand I am not sure how it will come out, but I am getting a scene from nightmare before mixed with corpse bride. So it will be sally in the corpse bride dress, and well the one guy half jack skellington.

But I am getting that tomorrow. So that will be fun. And possibly I am going to be getting my hair done Friday, and Saturday I head home. But my hair I am going to be dying it black on top but a red under dye. With shaving half my head. So this will be fun. I have always wanted to do it. And I have noticed that these tattoos are starting to spread.

One week later

So I am back home now and well I have not seen Alisha yet. And not any one else either, so I am curious of what she is going to say. So for now I was sitting in my room, trying to play a new song I wrote.

Next day: Tuesday

So today I head into work, but I got up and dressed into this:

But I grabbed my new bag and phone I still have. But well I grabbed my keys wallet. Stuff like that and went into work.

At work

Alesha's pov

So I was already at work, and well I got a call from an unknown number, but I answered it. And well I get to tell Haley that she gets to go on a headliner tour. She walked in and I said, " excuse me miss we don't open until nine?" She replied, " wow Alesha don't even recognize your own friend?" My mouth dropped and I said, " Haley?"

Haley Pov

So I walked in and Alisha didn't even recognize me. Wow, I didn't change much. But I said, " in the flesh. And craziness. What's up?" She replied, " wow. Just what happened?" I said, " what do you mean?" She replied, " I don't know, you got a new piercing, changed your hair. Are you wearing contacts?" I nodded and said, " yeah is this a bad thing Alisha?" She said, " no I am just surprised. I am used to it but just surprised." I growled and said, " Alisha you know me well, and you know what happened to Alexis wright? She spread lies to think I believe her bullshit. Now don't you start saying anything like that or I can find a new job, manager, and friend."

She started me in the eyes and said, " Haley, I am not judging you alright,now we can talk this out or you can leave. Besides I will never be a fake liar, you know that." I barked at her, " Alisha I am not going to stand here and listen to this I have been trying to run away from my demons my entire life Alisha. So I am done, I quit and we're no longer friends, and you are not my manager. I'm done." I stormed out of there and well I couldn't take it. I am my own person. I need to be that way, I just am not going to be a fucking puppet once again, I will not be controlled

I stormed out to my car and well I just went back home. And on my way home I just heard music blare throughout the car. And well I decided that well I am going to start going to the gym again, try to get my strength back. And we'll just hopefully that will clear my head to.

Alisha's pov

So what now. I just lost my friend, and well I don't know what happened but I knew she had a broken past, But I saw fury and rage inside her eyes. But I got a call again and I answered it:

Conversation: Alisha and Cindy

A: hello?

C: hey you okay you sound worried?

A: I just lost my friend.

C: who?

A: Haley.

Four weeks later

Haley's pov

So right now I am trying to grab my bag which I did find a gym nearby. So that is good, but well I looked at pictures so they have a weight room, box ring, swimming. I am a fish and well that will work, but right now I am at the store trying to find a swimsuits, tank tops, shorts, and two pairs of gym shoes. But also I did find this like iPod phone case strap. So you can keep it on your arm. So that will help. But I think it comes in tonight, not sure. But well hopefully this works. And well I have noticed I My temper and stubbornness is starting to show.

But well I finally found it and well I got three colors, black, red, and purple. And this one was tie dye. But I said fuck it and got it. So I went over by shoes and got a black and purple pair. And I was wondering if I could get a pair from hot topic. They have a Harley Quinn set of sneakers, so that will help. But I did also get this app on my phone to help me with the routine.

But I have been in no contact what's so ever with, any one back home, Alesha tried texting me I blocked her number, she crossed me. And well I don't think she and I will be talking for a while.

One week later

Okay so this has now been a week since I have been here. And well it is helping, but I have been trying to become faster at running, I still play guitar and sing and write. But I do that on down time. I did also get a job at hot topic, I know it was my last resort though. And I love the place, but I did get my Harley sneakers. So today's I did get a new bag, and well it is black and red, I have my hair ties, a set of goggles for swimming. But also a Batman water cup. So that is just okay, and it is awesome.

But I got there grabbed my bag out of the back, and went to the locker room, got changed, and went out to the mat stretched, and well I am going to try and do running first, I am not the greatest at it but well I am going to try my best.

Three hours later

So I have now got a new max for weights and that my friend is 200 lbs. I am proud of myself when I was in highschool I could only lift 145. So that is a new best for me. But well I stopped for the day, went to the locker room took a shower, and got changed into a pair of skinny jeans, and a tank top. Grabbed my bag and went to my car.

I got to my car and as soon as I shut the door I got a phone call, I answered.

Conversation: Haley and miw mang.

H: hello?

M: is this Haley?

H: yes who is this?

M: well I am the tour manager for motionless in white, and I was wondering if you would come on tour as a headliner.

( my mouth dropped.) h: sure, when does it start?

M: March 1, next year

H: okay, I will do it.

M: okay we will see you then have a good night.

H: thanks and you to.

So I hung up got in my car and freaking squealed, so well I am going to be my own manager now. Bunwell I am going on tour again in March. And it is January now so that gives me almost a month. But well I am going to go to the gym again, wait today is Monday, I think, so Wednesday. And well I can try to edit a few songs.

So what I am saying right now is that I have gotten a few new equipment things. And well I am going to need a shit ton of monsters. Or just coffee yeah that might work better than monster.

February 28

So to tomorrow is me going on the road, and well i have been going to the gym and well I have now got no noodle arms. I am proud of myself. But well I have gotten two more tattoos. One on my other shoulder and another one on my forearm, left one. And well it is starting to look really cool. But well I do wear contacts now. More Halloween color though. But I can't do anything in my one eye. But I did get another guitar so I have to bring my four guitars on tour. And well they are this:

So I did get a few more straps and the one on the end. I got a white guitar and just splattered red paint on it. So that was fun and messy as hell. But well I put a plastic bag down. And well for now I am going to try and keep up with me. So I am bringing my gym bag, and regular clothes bag. But well I did get a mini trailer, so I have equipment in the trunk of the car and well I keep my bags, food, and clothes on the trailer so well hopefully this works out, but I did have to get a few more speakers.

And amps. But well for now I am going to need to get a head start, and well the first stop on tour is here in Los Angeles. So I don't know why I am getting a head start, but well wait no now I know why I am getting a head start. Traffic, is a bitch. But well after a while you swear a few times but well you get used to it.